what a convenient time

... to post.

I don't post as often as I used to. I hate mostly everything. Ah ok.

I might or might not have been having a panic attack once or twice since my last post.

I feel awful today. The last few days were good. Minus the fact I'm allergic to the heat and the sun when it's 85+ degrees Fahrenheit outside, and that has been the weather for the days I was forced to be outside nearly all day long.

I want to pet my dog so badly and hug her and cry into her fur, but I can't get her back here till tomorrow. My cats are mean. I'm losing it now, and it's hard to breathe. Wow great.

My favorite is pastel colors. So pretty. My love.

I like monochrome too, obviously, but I like pastel more.

Yeah.

Questions lol: Does your skin feel like it's burning when it's hot outside? Or how about your brain and stomach melting? When you're out in the sun, do you suffer like I do, or am I a vampire? Well, when it's at least 85 degrees out and it's only sun no shade no nothing.

Why does the internet take away all happiness? Why is everything depressing everywhere I go online? Make it stopppp

One perk of sun though lol: I'm no longer a pale white ghost.

Wow, would you look at the time.

Time to suffer.

Please talk to me nicely.

I need more friends.

My friend count is drastically low.

We can talk about cats. I like cats. Except mine because they enjoy making me suffer.

We can talk about dogs. I like dogs. Dogs are like the best things ever. I miss Sunshine, gosh darn it. Time to cry. ???

We can talk about non-negative stuff, even though I produce negative stuff.

Please talk to me, The Mess™.

I don't blame you if you do because I do too, but please don't hate me and ignore me.

Please.

"(don't) leave me alone"

(except if you're only gonna end up hurting me like the rest of them lol)

bye

~ The Mess™