Can someone explain..?

Watching a movie and TV episodes have calmed down my anger. : )

So.. um.. yes.

Can someone please explain why..?

I have so many dreams where I walk around in public places (like, idk.. outside, on a bus, in a car, in a school, in a store, in a fitness center, etc.) in my socks.

No shoes. Just my socks.

I keep on having dreams like this.

I don't like them.

I always wear shoes when I go outside, especially to public places.

But why doesn't anyone tell me I'm not wearing shoes when I'm walking around in my socks in my dreams?

People are so rude.

I'll be sleeping a nice dreamless sleep, and then like Bam! I dream about unsettling things.

Why, brain, why... ;-;

Oh and another thing.

I was supposed to call this number for this volunteer thing, right.

I called the number around 10 times, and the phone/s weren't working.

After 4 seconds, it just hangs up on its own. And on the other phone, it rings once and then hangs up. Then it tells me to hang up and try again.

What. Why. Making official phone calls is nerve-wracking scary anxiety terrifying shiz, and for the phone/s not to work.. I'm not sure if I'm feeling relief or more worry because of this.

@brain & @phone/s: How dare you, this is not okay... 

And like I said last year...

Even though it is summer break, my family (especially the females.. lol) won't stop lecturing me about school stuff.

Oh no, kiddos. The future isn't "fun" and "exciting", it's horrifying.

Ehhhehhhehh stop stealing my precious few months of fun : (

Growing up isn't that fun. You got to make decisions. And when you're indecisive me, you're screwed too.

:^)

Happy face covers up the sadness, sarcasm, filthy memes, and wish for purpose to live in this ruined life.

Basically.. me!

Oh how unfortunate this is, but I must go and continue to do absolutely nothing.