ok i ok

I feel a little better today.

Good.

I had another distressing dream though. It was also entertaining in, you know, a funny way. Yeah.. that was a nerdy dream.

My stomach didn't hurt as much as it did for the past few days. Well, that's nice.

I got yelled at so many times today. But instead of crying like I always have been, I just laughed in response to them.

And, guys, laughing feels so much better than crying. Crying is way more painful, in my opinion.

Everything I say on here is my opinion. lol

Guys, I think I have been crowned the most stubbornest stubborn. Like, I am The Stubborn™ (stub).

I've been forced to sign up for another volunteering thing. Woo.. stuff to do.. yay. Irrational thinking, stubbornness, being myself.. not yay.

Oh, oh.. haha! Ha. Ha. Ha. ... I hear that Just Dance song playing from my bedroom window! ???

I mean I'm going to a Coldplay concert soon. lol wow me

In other words, I felt hurt and nervous and guilty (ew bad feelings) yesterday, while today I'm more of at peace with it.

Just kidding, I'm still a wreck. lol look at me and my bleeding knee and nail (knee and nail)

I have more stories of today I could share.. but I'm not going to since no one really cares. um.. lol ???

It's still so hot outside. It's almost midnight and it's still something like 90 degrees F. Weather, you gotta chill, dude.

I am weak in the heat. I'm not that strong.

I'm pretty tired right now like I always am, and I almost typed "string" there.

"I'm not that string. I'm this string."

String. St. Ring. Op. Stop. Ring. Stop ringing, you fool (I mean my phone), I'm clearly listening to OPs of them anime songs now. Like, them anime openings, they always be running. Run, boy, run. Oh, I kinda like that song too.

What just happened here..?

lol idk dude

Well, I'll be collecting the fractured pieces, the fragments, of my broken self.

idk why i felt like concluding a post that way

i like it

this dark edge

emoo

what why

stop

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