I don't know how to title anything these days.
So yeah. Hi there.
Don't be alarmed. I'm not posting less because I'm being productive and doing stuff. I'm still doing nothing but wasting my own life. Well, for the most part. And the few things I have slight interests in don't consistently stay. One of which is blogging. And, well, life.. haha.
I'm in a rut. The essential crisis and relating to life definition. That one. Yeah.
Who the heck from Russia is stalking my blog over 300 times more than I am? And not even bothering to comment? Like, I check and reload my own blog a lot since I don't really have a life, yet I'm not the top viewer of my own blog. Wow, I'm offended. Eh, not really.
Whelp, I just found that all kinda weird. Some weeks I have 600 pageviews from there, and other weeks I have 0 pageviews from there. Suspicious? Hmm? Then again what person decides to always stay in my life anyways? Um.. lol?
What was I supposed to be typing about? Oh right.
It seems that everything I create (*cough* writing *cough* drawing) turns out to be some kind of vent. Wow, I just can't be all happy, can't I? I was a different me a year ago. Wow, me, wow.
Oh and I'm going back to these two characters I created one (or was it two?) year/s ago. Violet and Teal. Anyone remember them? Um.. lol? They're coming back soon.
My writing disgusts me as much as my art though. Like, it's all so.. bad.
Ugh, what is there to even blog about? Everything in life is fake, bad, or boring.
I don't know what to add here. So..
I honest to God love your art and writing and I think you're really talented, and you're one of the bloggers who I really genuinely care about. I mean I care about everyone and I don't dislike any Bloggers, but I particularly look forward to your posts. ^^. Venting is a good thing and helps a lot.
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DeleteMy phone was being rubbishy again and the blog didn't update. I am now glaring at the line across the top of my phone backside thing. Near the camera.
ReplyDeleteI'm probably gonna have to refresh everyday then. Anyways, being productive and doing stuff if good for you. I have just realised now that school is such pain and I procastinate way too much.
Hmm... I just had a small idea. Perhaps someone might not want to get in front of people because they know that those people are watching them.
And you know, anxiety and stuff. Perhaps that person's standards of a regular classmate's standards are very... High.
This is literally what I think (and still think today). I dunno, maybe you can relate to it?
Okay then, bye :?•
That's so weird; hope it can get fixed soon.
DeleteAh yes. I relate to all of that.
See you.