Probably gonna be away from here and other online things for a bit.
I messed up. I messed up really, really badly.
It's entirely my fault. I'm such an idiot.
Gosh.. I hate myself a lot right now.
School starts tomorrow. Stupid me thought it starts a few days later. I was wrong. So wrong, so stupid.
11th grade.. great.
Don't be surprised if I don't make new posts daily for a while. I'm busy on weekends now too. And I have to do a lot of schoolwork. Yes, even though school hasn't officially started for me yet.
Of course when the school year kicks in and all that, I'll have a lot of schoolwork I need to do. And on top of that, SAT class homework too.
rip me rip
*frantically wishes myself good vibes for the first days of school*
Goodbye.
Well, it's only school, I guess? I started school a month ago, and I really have to do well this time... sigh, graduating this year, so...
ReplyDeleteAnyway, fun fact is that "Here Comes a Thought" is actually a song Rebecca Sugar wrote to calm herself down, but with a bit of work, they added that into the story.
...
Here comes a thought
That might alarm you
What someone said
And how it harmed you
Something you did
That failed to be charming
Things that you said
Are suddenly swarming
But, oh-
You're losing sight
You're losing touch
All these little things
Seem to matter so much
That they confuse you
That I might lose you
Take a moment
And remind yourself
Take a moment
And find yourself
If this is how
we fall apart
But it's not,
but it's not,
but it's not,
but it's not,
but it's not
It's okay,
it's okay,
it's okay,
it's okay,
it's okay
You've got nothing,
got nothing,
got nothing,
got nothing to fear
And it was just a thought,
just a thought,
just a thought,
just a thought,
just a thought
It's okay,
it's okay,
it's okay,
it's okay,
it's okay
We can watch,
we can watch,
we can watch,
we can watch them go by
From here,
from here,
from here
...And it was just a thought
Yeah, only school. Just the most important and critical year before college (university). And then having to take the SAT (a huge test you have to take before going and applying for colleges/universities) a few times which is a very hard test on top of regular end of year exams. Stressful year ahead.
DeleteOh, I never knew the backstory behind the song. That's cool. I've listened to it enough times that I've memorized the song basically. Today and the past several days I've been anxious and all those down in the dumps emotions, so I started singing the song to myself or in my head and it kinda calmed me down.