life's pretty ok right now

Hey, Cutepups here with a short post. :>

So, yes, I won't be posting as consistently anymore. I'm busy with school stuff and life in general.

Just as it always has been, if I don't blog some days it doesn't mean I'm feeling happy-ish and it also doesn't mean I'm feeling worse. Sometimes I don't blog because I feel good; sometimes I don't blog because I feel bad. It all really depends on the day.

So, these past few days, life has been pretty okay. Nothing's that bad right now. School isn't that bad and too stressful so far. Teachers seem nice and chill. It's alright.

Except.. well.. math. Haha yeah, I freaking hate algebra. Because, ha, I'm terrible at it. :/

But I'm doing pretty good so far in my other classes.

So yeah, that's a good sign.

Hearing other classmates of mine admit that they don't have any ideas for planning their lives 5-10 years from now is such a comfort to me. Because it makes me feel less alone in the world. I can relate to people. Who are my age. Wow, that's pretty cool. Haha. ^-^'

The only downside is that I'm pretty much a social failure. I can't socialize irl for my life. Haha, I'm such a friendless loner and I'm the one to blame. :<

I don't even have friends (??) in my classes this year. Except, idk, one or two classes. And then we sit at the opposite sides of the classrooms.

Lonely life for me it is. ;^;

Oh and also I've been rereading the majority of my posts from January to April 2016 these past two days. Ha, ha.. um. Yeah, I was.. mm.. bad. Sad. Rad.

Bad and sad forever. Not really rad though. But I feel I'm not as *insert negative emotions junk here* now as I was then.

Or maybe that's because school isn't that stressful and making me feel that awful yet.

Yeah that.

Well, I'll end this post here. Gotta sleep even though successfully falling asleep takes a while.

Yeah, well, bye.

~ Cutepups