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Hello. I am rotten trash. And you are..?

... Where'd you go? Is anyone out there? ...

I can't breathe out of my nose. Nostrils. Duh. Yet again.

I feel disgusting. Gross.

You know what? Naps are freaking crap. I found out it's not just me who has this problem. Eh, I'll explain what I mean.

You're tired from school. School is tiring. You have to wake up before 6:30 in the morning. It's too early. Dang it school. You decide to take a nap when you come home from school. You take a nap. Then you wake up 2 hours later. You still haven't done your homework because you're a piece of sh¡t who procrastinates on everything. Literally everything. Seriously. I'm awful. Yeah. You expect to have more energy now that you have napped. But no. No. You wake up from your nap way more tired than before you took the nap. Oh and now you have a headache. And you still have to do your homework.

I found out I'm not the only one who gets more tired and headaches after napping. Wow ok. Naps are evil.

Ugh ok why not. So um. I hate changing for gym. Ok.

My gym locker's at an end. And a whole lot of girls like to pass by my locker. Directly behind me or to my immediate left. So many people. And like. Some of them would do this when they're not even fully dressed. One girl was just casually talking to her friends when she was just in a bra. I'm not sure if she even had underwear on, ok. And like. This is going on close to wear I am with my locker. And people are passing every freaking second it seems. Oh and I'm extremely self-conscious so I change very quickly. And gosh, girls love talking about drama. Everything. So girly.

I kinda hate being a girl. I am one though. Heck.

Like yes. You go do that. Walk around the section of the locker room when you're not even fully dressed. Yeah, go do that. Mm, not like I have my locker and stuff and myself right where you're walking back and forth who knows how many times.

Ha, ha. Ha, ha. I die.

Oh yes. Controversial-ness. Mm.

Girls there like:
- make-up
- dating
- perfume
- scented lotions and related
- shaving a lot
- boobs
- bras
- girly stuff idfk

Yeah. I really, really don't like any of that.

Well ok maybe I do like scented lotions and perfume. But this is going on in a school locker room. I think it's unnecessary. I think a lot of things are unnecessary in life. Actually, come to think of it, human life in general. Like come on now, how come I got to be a human who has human problems like education and taxes and who has many other problems. Humans are basically cucumbers with anxiety. Like, it would be so much better being another animal. Like, idk, a cat. I like cats. My name is Cutepups and I like cats. Fight me.

I never liked and was like *cough* (wowie wow wow!! i'm an old girl now!! much mature!! periods yay!! gotta tell everyone about mine!! everything!! mm!! gotta talk all about them "feminine products" to my gal pals!! mm i'm straight but i also call my gal pals my girl friends!! haha yay!! i can't wait to talk to them and go bra shopping too!! boobs are great!! yay being a girl is great!! girl power!!). :'''-))))))

Ha, ha. Ha, ha. I die, I die.

Yeah, so weird. Right. Like totally. Me, a girl. Not a tomboy. Hates having female hormones with their female hormonal sh¡t. Hates those reproductive organs. Oh yes. Hates bras and boobs. Yes. I'm full of hate. A teen girl who hates boobs. Who is a girl. Wow what a shocker.

:'-))

Ha, ha. Ha, ha. What is identity?

Hmm, idk, a social concept that humans made up with labels and stereotypes? Oh yes. Humanity. Society.

Heck. I'm ranting. Haha, I hate myself.

Ha, ha. Ha, ha.

I'll end this post with a bunch of songs I'm currently replaying.

I'll just link the videos. Because.

(Warning: language, fast-moving/flashy/glitchy, singing fast, implications of depression/suicide)

Yep. :^)

https://youtube.com/watch?v=fM_7Altk-yw

https://youtube.com/watch?v=RG2Gp2RWJBg

https://youtube.com/watch?v=HEaW34tcOvk

https://youtube.com/watch?v=cwd7N4QdFAI

https://youtube.com/watch?v=NjX3omhMR0g

https://youtube.com/watch?v=TfdWpouLNa0

https://youtube.com/watch?v=KKx6v6GJKJY

There, listen to the edgy music. Heck.

<3

~ Cutepups

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