It's Valentine's Day. The holiday of love.
Or chocolate. That was the only good thing today.
There was this couple holding a giant teddy bear at school. Just casually holding it. Walking to class. Um wow ok.
Then there are people at school with their balloons, candies and chocolate, toys, teddy bears, love.
Heh. I'm a loner. No heart here. No romance in here. Not enough empathy here either. I'm a wreck lol.
So I was impatient and annoyed at school.
Happiness is gone now. But hey. I'm sad for a reason this time.
We're all sad and thinking about death over here where Cutepups is. Woo yay nice kill me school sucks.
I probably won't make a Valentine's Day skit until next week. It's hard being caught up in the stress of...:
1. Tests and quizzes
2. College and The Future
3. Picking classes for next year
4. The SAT
5. Living past the age of 18
6. Being a human being
7. My uncle suddenly dying yesterday
8. Funeral stuff
9. Life is crap
10. Existing
Lol yeah : ) ha ha aaaaaa
You guys deserve a well quality trashy skit of swag. I can't do that right now.
I'm an inconvenience who doesn't care enough or have enough empathy. Life is misery, kiddos.
Anyway.
That post yesterday? Yeah man, it was about.. someone died. Who died? He died.
Dang it. Hospitals. Geez man idk what even happened. I wasn't there. My mom sure loves going into details. Haha ok mom.
*hugs tho*
I'm typing this and it reminds me of when in 2014 I posted about someone else in my family's death. I won't make this as dramatic and sad though.
But yeah. Sudden death. Celebrating birthdays a little over a week ago.
Gonna be away on Thursday. Probably.
Oh shoot wait. Want to know something crazy?
Yesterday, one of my teachers told my class that his relative was sick at the hospital and she could die. Hours after I came home from school, my dad told me that our relative was in the hospital and that he died there.
Relatable or what? Creepy, huh? Better make a conspiracy theory about this.
Life sucks lol.
In reply to your previous comment:
ReplyDeleteIt does come of more as a shock at first than anything. I wanted to deny it the other time when a relative passed on. Ever since he's gone, I don't like talking about them anymore, and... mostly what I feel is regret.
However, there's a life ahead of us, and I guess there should be the time we should... eventually... move on.
Yeah, I can't believe this actually happened. It's hard to comprehend. More of a shocker than anything else alright. We were all together less than 2 weeks ago too. Yeah..
DeleteAh, I'm a forever loner too.
ReplyDeleteo.o the craziness..
I pray for your relative..
Thanks Cooky <3
DeleteCutepups, you have SO much empathy. The fact that you feel so bad about all of this stuff is a sign that you do.
ReplyDeleteYou're an awesome person. <3
Keep going. It'll get better.
Honestly, I didn't even really feel that sad until today. Meanwhile my mom's devastated about it. Well, I can't deny it now..
DeleteThank you so, so much. <3
Cutepups, you have SO much empathy. The reason you're feeling all of these sad things is because you do.
ReplyDeleteYou're an awesome person <3
Keep going. It'll get better.