life updates #infinite

Hello. I feel like informing you about the events from yesterday.

What a day. Eesh.

But before that......

A cover of a song called "Animal" vaguely reminds me of Duke and Taurel.

;) https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=uMszs3J1pLc ;)

Not as much as other songs. Only somewhat.

Yeah. I don't know.

Now onto my bad life updates......

Yesterday I woke up to find out that the internet in my house was broken.

It just broke. For the entire day.

And if that wasn't bad enough, my phone charger is broken now.

It doesn't work at all now. I have no charger now. It's hard to charge my phone.

Which, well, really sucks! Life sucks! :))

The internet and phone service was broken all day yesterday.

It got fixed this morning though.

My charger is still broken though.

Well anyway, my sister and I joined our dad to go to our grandma's house.

We stayed there for several hours.

Reasons. Yeah ok shh.

I couldn't even use the wifi for that long because my phone had low battery. And my phone charger wouldn't work at all.

(Sorry, I'm so bitter about my stupid charger.)

It was pretty alright though. I did other things like going swimming, watching TV from an actual TV, eating food, going to a store with my sister, and reading a book.

Swimming is so nice. Well, the pool is nice. Water is nice.

Ahh, refreshing! Good stuff right there!

Also went out to eat for breakfast. Delicious. Mm.

And that was the gist of my day yesterday.

I feel pretty bad right now. This post is worded terribly. I know. I'm sorry.

Talking about my characters with a specific person is making me feel better. Haha thanks, specific person. <3

Real life still sucks though lol.

My legs hurt. All day. Ouch.

I'm overwhelmed all the time. I'm not 17. I'm not. I can't.

How did this happen? I'm 17 and a senior in September. How did this happen?

I didn't sign up for this. I don't want these responsibilities.

I feel bad about at least one thing all the time.

Colleges/Universities..... I don't freaking know, man! I don't know what I want!

I'm told to apply for different jobs every freaking day. I hate applying for jobs. I hate this, I hate this, I hate it, I hate everything for all I care.

Past ones didn't email or call me.

What's the point? I don't know!

"How do you picture yourself in 10 years?" I can't picture myself in 1 year.

Want to know my honest answer?

Not existent. Does that mean dead? Depends on how I interpret it.

I'm sick of these nightmares. Why can't I get over it? The past is in the past!

Math is over. I took the math final. It's over, damn it!

Leave me alone! Stop haunting my dreams! In the end, all your variations are the same! It's done! I'm done!

If these crappy things are gonna stick with me, then I'm sick and tired of this life.

At least I got a passing number on my AP test. One thing I didn't fail. Wow, this fool did something right.

I don't know what else to say.

Bye.