Updates on my trashy body:
Even after taking Advil and a nap, the pain is still here. Actually, it got worse lmao.
That weird and painful feel in my right ear, neck, shoulders, and right arm. Mm omg this sucks.
My body is basically a trashcan.
Ugly, smells bad, gross.. yeah that's me.
I don't want to fall asleep. I'm gonna try and sleep after posting this though. Lol "try".. pfft.
I hate sleeping. I hate being awake. I hate existing.
Why can't I be a ghost? Why must I have a physical body form?
Being alive.. this fool.. what a sad joke. I'm a sad joke.
Eww, I still feel like crap.
Pets are life saviors. I live for them. I love them.
Honestly, I don't know if I'll ever post everything I want about my story characters. And write everything down and post.
My way of thinking is so toxic. This is bad...
I really messed up. Yet again. Ayy what can I say? I live to disappoint.
I can't help but to.
Regret.
Let's just say that I ruined myself even more. Yep...
Doctors and dentists are scary and make me uncomfortable. I hate these questions. What else could I have said?
Not having a purpose or at least knowing what it is isn't an answer? Oh okay...
Sorry but actually there are a lot of things wrong with me. I'm full of errors.
Goddddddd idkkkkkkk
Lmao it's hard to think about your own future when you don't even see yourself in it.
: ) <3 <3
If I get motivation, I'll make better posts later at some point.
August is almost over. Another reason to feel bad. :(
I luv u.
Bye.
<3 <3 <3 !!!
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