That's a song, right? lmao.
I write about my new-ish playlists a lot. I know I do. It's just that, wow, I love them.
For today's after midnight post, all I have to say is...
The songs in the DUKE + Fierdan playlist really just Do That. They remind me of their entire character(s)- from the beginning and into the future (like what would be considered future story concepts).
Like ok, here's the thing. Some of the songs remind me of story ideas I have involving Fierdan/Danny in a second and third story (stories?).
I'm just listening to some of the songs and thinking to myself about how spoiler-y they are.
Also I literally just thought of this. (.. uh what-)
If for some reason anyone thinks that Fierdan at any point of his life was weak/pitiful/idk,-anything-like-that, then that someone is wrong and fails to understand this character of mine. Sure, everything of quality is in my head and not necessarily in a written chapter yet. But hey :) *ahem* he ain't actually weak or pitiful. like.. ever.
Oh and if anyone thinks Fierdan is "soft" or something along the lines of Fierdan being calmer, quieter, or a more rational person than Duke is (was* for story 2+ concepts), then.. yeah, you assumed wrong. Fierdan is just as much a loud wreck of a human being who does impulsive and irrational things. And yes. Fierdan screams. A lot. Yeah.
Ryen generally is less impulsive and "loud" (? I don't necessarily mean something about screams, idk how to word it better right now), but he also can be destructive. He can also create messes. He can also scream.
Ryen and Fierdan have plenty of things they don't have in common, but how they break down or lash out is kinda.. pretty similar.
I love to make myself suffer by thinking of the parallels between their two POVs in Chapter 76. Dang, what a weird brother duo. They don't know how to act "normal" and yes I know that is subjective. :')
......... ok. I'll admit it. I have an "edgy" art idea. But this time the character in it is Ryen. Not Duke or Fierdan- Ryen. I want to draw "edgy" Ryen art.
Oh and I wanted to draw this (skit) scene for so long. But I'm struggling to find the time to draw it. Plus, I know it'll be very hard to draw.
(ohohohohohohohoppphphphpoppopp)
J: *only responds by lowering his back closer to the bed and not the pillows, raises his arms to wrap around Fierdan's upper to mid back, then raises his face to be very close to Fierdan's, whispers* Then don't leave me.
Fierdan: *speaks much quieter as well* I won't. I'll never let you suffer by sleeping in a cold and empty bed ever again.
J: *leans in to kiss Fierdan on the mouth, their lips touch*
Fierdan: *deepens their kiss, goes fully on top of the bed*
mmmmm yes boi ;) <3 ;)
Dang, I wish I could accurately draw this scene. I don't even know what clothes Fierdan is wearing, but I want to draw him in this scene so badly.
It's hard to find time to draw. Sure, I don't do anything related to my classes (college lol) 24/7. But to draw, I have to be In The Mood and have Enough Energy to do so. If I don't, then I can't draw. Which sucks because I want to draw a lot of things.
And like. Hey. College is tough. So.. yeah.
So.. about me. Well...
Wednesday 2/27 was a good day. I felt something close to genuine happiness. I feel good. I feel quite alright.
Yep. :)
Oh, one more thing.
If I don't post as much, it's either because (a) I forgot to post, (b) college work is keeping me busy, (c) I lost the motivation to create the posts.
That's mainly it. Ha, ha... yeah.
I'm trying to be "more involved" on campus. Might just go ahead and join an organization. :)
..... I'm tired of being lonely. Ha, ha... I like the concept of having (more) friends.
Thanks. :-)
That's all I'll share for now. If I want to put down more details about vaguely personal life things, then I'll do that later and in another post.
I started to miss writing personal posts that had nothing to do with my characters.
But a large chunk of my fool brain is full of my thoughts and feelings about my characters.
So, well, yeah. Yeah.
Bye for now.
~ Cutepups
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