I bet you all (or 99% of you) know I feel better now. Yes, yes. ;v;
Actually, I think I'm gonna like B-days (Friday was a B-day) better than A-days. I have two more friends in my B-day classes compared to A-day classes (one in LAL and one in history).
Actually, those teachers seem pretty nice. (At least I hope.. they were all chill. XD)
I forgot why I even vented yesterday to be honest.
Ehhh, I do feel quite lonesome nowadays!
Omg the house is so much more quiet! I like quietness, but this is too much man.
Like seriously guys. How am I supposed to survive (nearly) an entire school year without loud annoying older siblings?!
It makes me feel strangely weird and uncomfortable. O_O
Gah... so lonely.
I miss people. Ugh why. :(
So about yesterday.. mhmm ya...
I was tired. I took a nap from 5 to 8:30.. ish.
Then I had them dark stupid ventish thoughts for no reason.
Then I cried in my room because I'm such a failed child.
Then I went on my computer and typed up the vent post.
Blahblahblah internet stuffs.
Then I checked my clock and it said 12 am.
Then I'm all like, "*explodes* Omg I forgot to have dinner! :0".
So then I went downstairs and put some food in the microwave and called that my dinner.
Yeah, dinner at 12:30 am. So legit, amirite? ;)
Then I went back to sleep at one in the morning thinking all big thoughts about life and the universe.
And then Thelma woke me up.
I'm weird ok bye kids
I get moods like that too. LOL
ReplyDeleteYeah..
Deletelol at night where everyone sleeps, i like to cry, just by myself, no siblings that judge me, no parents to comfort me. Its nice to cry to yourself :)
ReplyDeleteYeah, it's good to let your feelings out that way. Not necessarily at night, but alone in my room. Especially when I don't want to talk about what happened or anything due to me thinking like a fail. ... what um idk. Basically, I do what you do, but not always at night. Why I am typing this, I have no idea. :)
DeleteBecause im weird Xd
DeleteAll of us sweggsters (including me) are weird here.
Deleteare u on, btw c: c:
ReplyDeleteCome to me slightly-older-than-me child. Yesh, now *HUGGIES* IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU FEEL BETTER :'D. It's weird, sometimes I really want to be alone, but then when I am alone, I'm bored. Weeeeeeeird.
ReplyDeleteSame, I like being left alone but then I get bored. ;w; ♡
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