Okay, I'm tired.
Don't be offended or anything if I don't reply to your comments (such as on this post). I just.. don't feel like replying to you guys sometimes. But I'm (almost) always here.
Oh and before you all jump to conclusions, nothing bad happened. I'm doing fine right now.
So now questions. (Great.. :/)
Do you mind me posting about whatever the heck I feel like (including those rant/vent posts)? And. Are you guys honest with me (when you say you care and appreciate me)?
Ugh.. idk anymore. I'm not sad or frustrated at anyone. I'm just so frustrated.. at myself. It's just that knowing so many people (younger too) that are much better at stuff than me (including you guys).. it's really frustrating knowing you can't do anything right and aren't that good at basically anything.
And to be honest, all these fun posts I make seem rather forced and fake to me. Heck, the reason I stopped making RIM commercial skits is because I can't bother coming up with funny skit ideas anymore! At times, I even feel like I'm just making all those fun posts for you guys and not really for me. Idk what to do anymore, alright?
Oh when we're on that topic, other stuff. Honestly, when I reply all chill and all okay to your comments (you know who you are and you know which comments I mean, guys), I also am still kinda lying to you. Your comments, in a way, stay in my head. I really do hold your comments dearly and to my heart. And after reading them and realizing you figured out that thing I do in my posts and writing in general that I try to hide and get embarrassed from.. idk just everything makes me so frustrated inside. It hurts at first. I really do like how you're telling me (how) to improve, but gah.. it's so annoying admitting you're (always) right and I'm wrong.
Sorry for hating (almost) everything about me. :/
Sorry for ruining the mood too.
Sorry for this.
Sorry.
-it's ok if you post vents. I like you talking about yourself.
ReplyDelete-yes I do love you even if I don't show it.
-ya I know I'm dumb but ok I'm just tired these days and so ya it's alright if you get angry at me. I'm mad at myself too. But just because I am a meanie these days, doesn't mean I'm uncaring, tho. Don't hold too much anger in yer heart. But haha, I would be mad at me if I were u, sigh
Thanks. *hug*
DeleteI bet pink pigtails that your better than me. Cuz, tell me what you think I'm better at. And I'll prove you wrong ):) I like proving people wrong, I guess that's one thing I'm good at.. But seriously.
ReplyDelete*hugs you too* But it's hard to explain in words due to how ridiculous it is.
DeleteI'm better at ridiculousity? I may not be able to prove you wrong buut.. Your better at NON-ridiculousity ):j
DeleteI'm fine with anything you post, as long as it's not scary (too scary, mainly just scary things about real life and/or scary (and I mean scary) pictures) But I think I can trust your posts.
ReplyDeleteHaha, ya I know what you mean. I don't even think I can make scary posts. That well. Idk.
DeleteYou seem like a very nice person to me, so of course I really care about you. Unless your a lady who wants to kill us.
ReplyDeleteHaha, no, nooo. I'm not a killer in disguise o-o. I do think about you guys many times a day and have the strangest dreams of meeting you guys irl though XD.
DeleteI don't wanna rush you, and to be honest, whenever you type a skit, I'm not all like:
ReplyDeleteOMAGURD CUTEPUPPZ DID A SCIT XD
I'm just glad you post. But if posting is pressuring you, then don't worry. Your skits aren't my favourite, (sorry if this is offending, I still like them though) I like other posts, that um.. A slightly more personal posts. I dunno why, they're interesting. I do like the skit with the lobster though, but that was still personal, based on real life.
Idk why but thanks (idk why I feel like saying "thanks" as a reply to your comment). Yeah, the lobster one though.. that day was crazy X3.
DeleteYou could share your feelings, like an interactive diary? I dunno actually either. Well, now that I think about it, your my faveourite blogger! (I think) Meloetta doesn't post that much, she's good though. Violet's posts don't apeal to me that much anymore, but I still read them, I'd read anything. AJS posts aren't that good either, they're mostly all the same: shame the RIM isn't really that good, maybe if we changed that colour, it would be nicer. or, pick up the leaving item before it heads out of AJ's shops! or, I dislike/like the __, it follows up with the __.
ReplyDeleteMaybe I'm just exagerating, but still. Swirlshine is uhh.. Okaay but a bit slow (with comment moderation and posts) They're also a bit like Violet's posts, but a bit better. Still, your blog is unique and more interesting to me so yus. ;) I'm not lying to you ):I
Aww, thanks! Yeah I check those blogs daily too and think the same way about them. Thanks again. <3
DeleteHey Cutepups, you replied to all our comments! (so far!)
ReplyDeleteI know, I was referring to not replying to those essay-length comments some of you guys type.
DeleteIf all of my comments were jemmed up in one, it would probably be an essay long.
DeleteBut yours are straightforward and it's easy for me to come up with what to type as a reply. It's pretty hard for me to explain..
DeleteUm, I only give you suggestions because I thought you wanted them o-o I didn't know they made you stressed :(
ReplyDeleteOh, I was referring to other commenters by that. But hey, nearly everything makes me stressed.
DeleteI've commented about like, 52 or 55 times here (maybe more) am I commenting too much, should I stop?
ReplyDeleteNo, you're fine. I like (your) comments.
DeleteI'm completely fine if you don't respond to some or any of my comments if you're not up for it. I know I don't really comment much or on time nowadays… *glares at school* BUT I STILL READ ALL OF YOUR POSTS, SO DON'T CHU WORRY. Go ahead and post whatever your heart desires -this is YOUR blog after all. Post vents/rants, serious posts, personal posts… if you don't want to write a post that you feel fake in or not yourself, that's okay.
ReplyDeleteI sorta know how you feel on the comments where people give you advise on how to improve. It's like… you take in what they're saying, but you kind of feel hurt in a way that people don't think that your work is at its best. BUT I LOVE YOU, AND ADORE YOU, AND *sends dozens of huggies*
Yes, exactly (that thing you said about advice on how to improve)! I really appreciate your comments. *hugs you too*
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