Yeah, I don't want to overboard with pictures about 9/11, so.. yeah.
Now I have this song (another song that's not "Fake You Out" by 21 Pilots) that reminds me about the post and how I was so serious and being personal to you guys. (Also reading/replying to the comments.)
(On YouTube as usual I don't own anything in the making of the video)
"Darkest Part"~ RED
<3
You know... How I, how you, told about the "darker" parts about myself, yourselves.
Think of it in a figurative sense. Like the "dark room" is the bad/negative thoughts in my (your) head. I (you) always hid them away from you guys (us other people) ("locked away"), and after I made that post, those thoughts of mine aren't as hidden away from you guys (same as your thoughts aren't as hidden away from me and other people on here) ("I let you in").
And besides, it's a pretty good song (and band ;w;).
And to be honest here, a few hours after I posted it, I started to feel uncomfortable about posting about it on here.. or to, you know, to any of you guys in general.
But I just had to get those thoughts out, and let you guys know.
(I am a very complicated person.. only in my head though.. which only makes me more complicated.)
... Umm ...
I like (like, APPRECIATE *yeah that word lol*) how you guys (even Anonymous people owo) feel close to me (like a friend..ly blogger) that you can tell me some or your "dark" feelings/thoughts that connect to my thoughts/questions.
I really like that about you guys. :)
When I post vents, you comment supportive comments. When I post posts where I try to be funny, you laugh. When I post the negative things about me personally, you leave personal comments about yourselves that relate to the topic of my negative personal thoughts.
... Yeah, I love how you guys cheer me up like that. :') <3
Eh, I'm not that much in the mood for posting that much. Do to.. reasons (pleasedon'taskaboutitpleasethankyou).
Goodbye.
I dunno why, but I don't really like talking about my feelings XD. I always feel REALLY uncomfortable after I type something pretty serious, so I end up deleting it later >~<. I don't even like talking about my feelings irl to my other friends because I'm scared they'll say something that I can't really respond to, or I'd have difficulty responding to, so I end up just talking about random stories or venting over teachers/school/fandoms.
ReplyDeleteI'M WEIRD.
Yeah, I feel pretty uncomfortable too after posting serious posts too. XD
DeleteYou are one of a kind, my dear Mutters. ;w;
This kind of things are touchy for me so i don't like to talk about it. My parents talked about it with me on the way back from school. I actually cried. So many innocent people died. But we where able to bounce back. It's a hard time for some of us as or family members may have died, or we are proud supporters of veterans and it was sad for us. Even though i wasn't alive during the terrorist attack, it has deep meaning for me. Some of my family members were a part of the military. (They weren't killed or anything, they just got deployed) Don't you dare skip over this comment and reply "cool" or "same". I want you to know that you should be proud to be an American. We are the land of the Free, the powerful, we defeated the British and became our own country. Yes, we were destroyed on our own soil, but to continue raising our flag everyday, stating the pledge of allegiance, helping others is showing that you are US strong. One of my favorite school memories was putting together a care package for soldiers overseas.
ReplyDeleteOnce I read an article online saying that someone had stolen the Ground Zero flag, one of the most important artifacts of the Twin Tower bombing. It breaks me down inside knowing that someone doesn't care for our country, considering we've given so much to developing countries overseas. Like, aren't we trying to train Armies overseas? What about those Get A Shot, Give A Shot thing they have going on at Walgreens?
What also kills me inside is that at school, they didn't mention 9/11. What the heck? They didn't do anything Patriotic. We didn't say the Pledge of Allegiance, They didn't mention anything, nothing.
~cookycupcake AJ
THIS!!!!^^ (Wow, I really like your comment. ;o;)
DeleteEvery year on 9/11, there are so many news channels on remembering the day, y'know? So every year, my family (more like just parents lol) watch the news about 9/11 all day. And some years, we even watch the memorial on TV. But in 2011 (the 10 year anniversary), we would watch the entire documentaries about all those awful events (you know, like the people in the twin towers and how they were forced to jump out on the hundreth-something floors to "survive" but they died either way, the deaths of all those heroic firefighters.. all that awful kind of stuff) but in so much greater detail that year, that watching all those documentaries almost made me cry. And then my parents telling me and my siblings what we were doing that day (I, being a baby, so probably sleeping or something lol; my siblings at school; my mom taking care of me.. or driving my siblings to school; and my dad still working in his office or leaving it that is close-but-not-close to NYC.. um yeah). But being retold about it in great detail, well yeah, of course it's a touchy subject.
Actually, we (my family and I) almost went to the Freedom Tower. But then we didn't because we tried when it was still very new and the line was hours long. But months and months later, my grandma visited it and told us all about it. Yeah..
I once sent a care package to the military around Valentine's Day.. now I always get mail from them around Veterans' Day about them thanking me and wanting me to send more packages. Gah.. really good feeling you get after you do something like that. ;v;
Ikr! When you read about people (US citizens) being turds and actually COMPLAINING about us remembering 9/11 every year? "Never forget- 9/11/01"- never heard that before? 9/11 was an important part of our US history (and yes, no freaking duh- it wasn't the worst event ever.. genocides that killed many times more people than 9/11 is far worse). After 9/11, our airplane security improved by a long shot. Geez.. after reading about people online complaining about remembering 9/11 is still disrespectful. A lot.
I don't say the Pledge at school anymore, but we did have a moment of silence at the time of the attack at my school.
I think you made a post on this too last year? I do not know what this event is?
ReplyDeleteYe... I think I posted a vent around this time (or was it just me complaining? lol) last year too.
DeleteOr if you're referring to 9/11, then yeah, I posted about it last year too.
((oh, 9/11 is .. a terrorist attack that happened in the U.S. on well, 9/11. It is remembered each year to show respect for all the people who died during this time and all the people who helped to save some of those lives like firemen.
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