another post involving music <3

Whew, I'm so tired. I feel less gross now than earlier. Haha.

I post so many posts after midnight. Posts early in the day are so rare for me now. Sure, I made that last post at around 3 pm. But besides that one, I type up my posts late at night. It's like a thing to end a long day. Homework is completed for the following school morning, it's all nice and quiet, and I'm typing up a post before going to sleep. Yeah, it's strangely nice but unhealthy..?

So, because I'm not in the mood to make a long post, on with it! Today I found this pretty awesome music player website. I've been listening to the music on this site for around 4 hours now. It's instrumental with some foreign language being sung with it in a few of the songs. I love this music and it's so beautiful and I ... I love this site so much. I am so happy I found it.

I personally prefer the one I'm going to link (the epic music one) because it's my favorite one out of the few similar sites it's connected with. It inspires me, haha. Writing.. homework.. makes me feel determined. Nice feelings. I like that. Good.

Okay, here's the link: http://epicmusictime.com

Hopefully, you will not be disappointed. (I mean I hope not, but we all have different opinions, so...)

Thanks for being here. You reading this post means a lot to me. You mean a lot to me.

My mood kinda fluctuates a lot on a daily basis. Haha, oh boy.. Well, thanks for dealing with me. I know I must be annoying with all of these mood changes.

I care about you guys. Despite the posts I made a few months ago (*cough* December especially *cough*), if you want to start off a nice and friendly conversation in the comments, then go ahead. I'm just really awkward and shy and get anxious that I'll say or do something wrong when speaking to a new person.

Please don't be scared of me. Because of some things I post or whatever. I just have strange trains of thoughts. That, yes, can end up negative and violent and depressing.

Haha, I can't believe I started this blog almost 2 years ago. I always kept my posts so happy. Now that I look back at them, they look so fake. And very cringeworthy. I'm a totally different person from way back then. Like I was such an AJ blogger nerd.. but with some of my posting creativity at least. I think some of you guys are thinking along the same line I am. I also know so. Change.. wow.

And even the music I had on my blog from a year ago. Now that I think back to it, I don't know how those songs even fit in with my TEO characters. Haha, what was I thinking back then with every good song relating to my story series? Wow, younger me, wow.

Haha, late night thoughts...

Life has changed me.

I have changed me.

People have changed me.

Even you, yes you, have changed me.

Let's all take care.

~ Cutepups/Blue/Spirit/S. ♡