sorry

That last post took a wrong turn.

I went a little too personal in the comments.

Constantly tired and up to do absolutely nothing and being shamed for being uninteresting and boring.

People make me tired.

I make me tired. (omg when will she stop)

School makes me tired.

Life makes me tired.

hhhhngfg life's a bummer.

I had a dream that my dad had tickets to see Hamilton.

He wouldn't give me one.

Then he saw it.

He came back and said he hated it.

Outraged, I asked him why.

He said he was never interested.

??????????

Then 20-or-so minutes later, I laughed at him.

Then I got tickets to see it for my birthday from my grandma.

Then he drove away from me while crying.

......

This dream is strangely a realistic possibility.

The other day, my friends/classmates were doing nothing.

One of them asked the rest of us if we knew the band, Hollywood Undead.

They all stared at her with blank faces.

Then I said, "Yes, I love Hollywood Undead!"

Then they stared at me.

None of them heard of that band before.

The person who brought it up just heard of it a few days ago to do this project for a class.

.......

I feel gross.

I drew something.

I might post it later.

Never being satisfied with myself, or people, or the world is my specialty.

I'm always tired.

Stupid hormones, I never asked for you.

Girl .. ugh.

That feeling though.

Ugh life.