Is today.
Wow.
I'm lonely but too sad and scared to talk to anyone.
:/ :/ :/ :/
I feel like I'm ruining my life again. My grades are slipping. Man, I'm so stupid.
Such a fool.
I can't even write good essays this year.
Rotting is fine.
Freaking anxiety.
I'm thinking of going on Netflix or drawing some terrible art because I'm very bored and there's nothing better to do.
It never ends lol.
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Well, I guess we have something in common haha. The teachers in our class keep telling us we ALL should get A*s for all 10 subjects in IGCSE. Fine, we're in the Science stream, but that's really over doing it. I mean, some subjects I'm pretty confident about reaching A* but after all those talk it makes be feel nervous.
ReplyDeleteTry not to take in too much negativity. Alright?
I'm not sure if it helps but I create some kind of torturing chamber for one of my OCs and stick them there when I feel negative about myself and sometimes wonder a lot of 'what ifs'.
Especially what if I was in my character's place...
Oh that reminds me of these other people in my grade who talk about this teacher that says they should get an average grade of C. It didn't sound like it made much sense though. But yeah. Teachers telling students that they should all get the same grade as a minimum is pretty ridiculous. Yeah, people constantly talking about their grades stresses me out. Even more so when it's only about the advanced (AP) classes.
DeleteI heard of doing that before. Hmm, perhaps it could help. Er, sorta I guess.
made a new account. But I'm still very bored.
ReplyDeleteoh huh cool. i feel like everything is boring
DeleteYeah I guess.
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