hello i'm a fool

Ah yes. Hello.

Umm...

I've been drawing. I hate all of it. Yes. Art is frustrating.

For this 3 day weekend from school, I decided to just go and. Start watching a lot of shows.

And then on Tuesday, school will be back and I won't have as much time to watch all of the shows.

Ah. Logic.

Anyway. I'm bored. As always.

Yes.

Yesterday I was thinking of writing a new chapter of that story that's like what 2 years old now.

I found out I always wrote a chapter on MLK weekend. Wow, what a lame fact.

I kinda still want to.

But I don't at the same time.

Haha wow guys, Cutepups is so problematic.

Yes.

I've been listening to these same four songs for the past few days.

Hahahahaaaaaa. Heck.

I have plenty of ideas for poems to write. But I don't know how to put it into words. I'm afraid I'll ruin it like the rest of the art I've attempted to create so far this year. Which I find awful.

Well besides that, I find nothing interesting.

Life's just life now. Long stretch of school. Then a short break. Then another long stretch of school. Then there's summer. And yeah. Life is boring, I'm boring, sudden feelings of emptiness are quite dreadful.

I'm thinking of just changing the name of this blog. But, uh, to what? I don't know.

I also don't know why I opened up the Blogger app on my phone and started typing this bad post.

Oh, I figured something out. Ok lol please clap.

Call me Blue the Fool.

Bored
Lonely
Uninteresting
Evil

Huh, that actually came out.

Evil because I'm bored, lonely, and uninteresting and want attention and comments but I take forever to publish, read, and answer.

Haha. Yeah.

Feelings? That's wild.

Oh, that's right. I never rambled on about my trip.

Shh, I might have tripped over my pets. However, I mean the cruise I was on a few weeks ago that I miss a lot because it's the only place that has lots of fun things to do nearby and I still have dreams about it which sucks.

I'll list where I went because I don't care about myself as well as I should be.

*winks* ;^)

- FL, FL (yes true)
- Nassau (aka the Bahamas)
- St. Thomas
- St. Maarten / St. Martin
- St. Kitts
- Puerto Rico
- Haiti (well the cruise ship's island near there I guess)
- FL, FL (yes true again)

And then the summer-in-winter fantasy was over for Cutepups and her family.

At the end of the first week back, it already felt like winter break was over a month ago. Essays and tests piled onto the students' backs. Because school. Haha school. Everyone was miserable. The end.

Uh, this might be interesting? I dunno. Well, my dad wanted me to drive to this Russian grocery store today. Because there's apparently one near us now. So we went there. It was different. Nice. The only somewhat interesting thing that happened the whole day, not including how I started watching a few anime and shows on Netflix.

My life is boring and lonely lol.

But for real though. I'm thinking of changing the blog name, writing another chapter, and waiting for life to be enjoyable again.

:)

Now have this photo of Thelma sleeping on a bed.

:) :) :)