J music playlist + art (rambling)

Hi, I'm gonna post it now! :D

J boi/boy/man. J___ has the nicknames of Jack, Jinx, and Jax. But what's his real name? Haha, ah.. I still have no idea.

Anyway...........

Holyyy shittt, I love him so much omg. ;w; <3!!

I titled the playlist "jinxes + jacks" because... idk.

... yes, I know "jinx" has a negative meaning. as in it's something bad. I know.

.... the names/nicknames of my characters are all very meaningful. including this guy's. like.. damn son.

(psst,, some songs are uh.. umm.. uhhhh... sexual.)

okokokokokokokok koko

lol this ain't a joke.

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Cutepups music playlist for J_____ (so much love,,,,)

Yes. :)

Since my love for him escalated while I was adding songs to his playlist last night, I decided to doodle scribble draw little sketches of him.

This is what he might possibly look like! (<3 :o !!!)

Uh.. my pen was fooling me into thinking it ran out of ink, so that's why there are scribbles up top. (and then I wrote "scribbling" on top of it lmao).

Oh and hahaha- my handwriting. On top, it says "J___ (jinxes + jacks)", in the middle ";^)" but forward and "wink wonk" and ";) heck", and on the bottom "from that skit - Dec. '18"... dang, this sentence is confusing me now.

Anyway..........

J___!!!!!

I drew him shirtless in all of these doodles of him. (heheheheheh,,,)

Ok, serious time.

He has blue-gray eyes. He has multiple hair styles and colors, but I decided to draw him with what I think he would look like the most. which would be: his hair dyed black with the tips of his bangs dyed a light gray/silver and with half of his head shaved while the other is kinda sorta long in hair length. ("with with with"--)

He has three tiny "x" tattoos in black ink under each eye. He has one of his eyebrows pierced (I drew his right one pierced). He has multiple ear piercings. He has his nose pierced, and he has snake bites (piercings) too. I don't know how to draw, so I'm just explaining all that here.

Oh and J has pretty pale skin. (stop looking so ghost-like, my dude.)

There are reasons why he decided to modify (?) his body so much. (ok not really "so much" but.. whatever lol)

He's more on the thin side. But (at least at the start of story 2) Fierdan/Danny is clearly skinnier than him. Oh yeah, they're around the same height too.

I just realized I drew 'J' looking kinda androgynous. I mean.. ok sure, that's cool (?? idk lol). But I actually think of him looking more (traditionally? (idfk lmao)) masculine than Fierdan/Danny. But I guess from his artsy-whatever-the-heck appearance... well...... hmm.

Fierdan/Danny has a masculine/androgynous physical appearance/vibe to him. But they're (him and 'J') are both cis males. I have trans/nonbinary gender characters in mind, but my concepts for them are still way too vague for me to post about them yet.

Oh shoot, I almost forgot. The lines I drew on J's body are where I think he would have tattoos. So that would be: just under his collarbone,  on his upper arms, and.. I actually am unsure exactly where else.

I don't know what his other tattoos are (obviously). But anyway, the "xxx" under his eyes have meaning/meanings. Like.. shit gets deep, fellas.

Before I end up rambling an hour or two about 'J' let me address that last doodle on my notebook page.

It's the end scene of the part in the skit story with (probably story 3? late story 2?) 'J' and Fierdan/Danny. From late December.

lol remember this?

And yes- they are kissing. Do I know how to draw people kissing? Not at all! I struggled a lot, but I wanted to draw it so badly.

'J' was just sleeping in pajama pants or boxers/underwear. He's shirtless (lol yeah). Fierdan/Danny is wearing a shirt (short-sleeved?) and pants and probably socks and boxers/underwear too.

More specifically, I drew this part:

J: *only responds by lowering his back closer to the bed and not the pillows, raises his arms to wrap around Fierdan's upper to mid back, then raises his face to be very close to Fierdan's, whispers* Then don't leave me. 

Fierdan: *speaks much quieter as well* I won't. I'll never let you suffer by sleeping in a cold and empty bed ever again. 

J: *leans in to kiss Fierdan on the mouth, their lips touch* 

Fierdan: *deepens their kiss, goes fully on top of the bed* 

(wink wonk wink wonk) ;)

(psst,, fierdan, why you lying? why you lying? why are you lying?!?!)

... spoiler- he lied. (damn it, fierdan! >:/)

n/s/f/w//////:
By the time that bedroom skit scene takes place (uh, in story terms), (it's implied ? uh-) they've already had sex (a few times).

(wow so many parentheses)

N/S/F/W/////////

Hahahahahahaha-- for someone who is pretty (personally, not in general, there's a difference!) romance and sex repulsed, I sure do spend a lot of time thinking about my characters in romantic and sexual settings. Sexual a lot more lately. Like.. a lot. (more parenthesis- #CutepupsisaweirdowhoisgoingtoRatJailforthecontentviolatingTheCode)

>///< problematique,,,,,,,

And now the Rat Guards are going to rate my characters according to the US movie rating system thing! (wtf XD)

Duke: R
Fierdan/Danny: R
Dawn: R
Twinkle/Stella: PG-13
Fauna: PG
Ardere: PG but his death scene turns that into a PG-13
Ryen: R? PG-13? Unrated?
'J': R
What other characters are there, Cutepups?
Wait no ahh, there's too many!
Wait holy ship, Duke, Fierdan/Danny, and 'J' get very graphic and the latter two have even more explicit content... how do we rate them?!?!
Wait! They're rated M for Mature.

... thanks, Rat Guards.

....... @ Twinkle: Why did you say that Duke had 6,600 coffee beans in his ass? Like-??? wHAT THE FVCK

I'm a mess. yeehaw yeet XD

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Also, 'J' is probably the most extroverted out of all my main characters (protagonists) so far. Ardere is probably more extroverted than introverted too.

'J' likes the night life/partying/drinking/clubs. Fierdan/Danny also eventually likes that stuff.

Do I relate? No. I barely relate to them. But I sure do love to think about them. Like yeah haha, these characters are nothing like me.

'J', Fierdan/Danny, and Ryen drink alcohol. Ryen likes the alcoholic drinks part of night life while the other two like the party and love/lust parts of night life in addition to the presence of alcohol there.

Much, much, much later ("after 'J' breaks up with him" later), Fierdan/Danny goes to (18+ obviously) parties/clubs/bars with his primary focus being to find someone he could sleep with. In other words, he goes to those places for sex.

yeah ahh, what a guy. R rat rated.

I'm not sure what 'J' does after he breaks up with Fierdan/Danny. Maybe he also has casual sex / one night stands..? idk.

Yeah, they're sexual as heck.

It's funny how much they're nothing like me. (lmao wtf @ my thoughts)

I'll talk more about J's past/history and other important things about him in another post.

Even his past brings me emotional pain. ;~;

Omfg, I love him so much. This beautiful gorgeous man,,, ;w;

<3 <3 <3 <3 goddddd

......... please check out my new playlist lol thx