I Live!

Hey, it’s ya fool back again! 

(I’m the fool. Yes.) 

... I had a little nosebleed this morning. *smh* 

Anyway, I’m still alive. I survived. I’m apparently still living. So, huh.. I guess that’s a good sign. 

I went to an airport this morning, went on a flight by myself (not with anyone in my family), and arrived at the airport close to my school (the college I go to). Then I took an Uber to go back to campus and yadayadayada now I’m back on campus (sadly :c). 

I was so nervous about all that lmao Cutepups tries new things— (uh ok whatever idc- viewers @ me). 

The weekend was good. I had a good time. It was nice. Ah yeah. :) 

It distracted me from thinking about how crappy college is making me feel these days. : ) 

This point in the semester sucks so much, omg I can’t deal with this, screw school I just wanna run away~~

The spring semester seems a lot harder course-wise than in the fall. Like everything seems so much harder. Ugh, I hate this! :( 

I have so little motivation, inspiration, and energy to do my coursework (for the classes where my grades are dropping/have already dropped). And like, huh, that’s very bad. This is not looking so good, fellas. 

.... anyway. Social sciences are hard. These classes are hard. I’m struggling. Help. 

I’m so far behind. I still didn’t do those things for next semester/year. Ahahaha, I’m probably so screwed. So uh.. dang it (lol). 

I missed 2 of my 3 classes today because I was either at an airport or on an airplane. I made it back in time to make it to my last class. 

..... Why am I telling you all this? wtf-

Eww, tomorrow is Tuesday. Am I prepared at all for my classes? Heck no! 

I’m already late assignment-wise. I’m always late now. What’s going on? I just don’t know, my dudes. 

Oh gosh, I hate being back. I’m at that point where I’m just dreading nearly everything about my college/campus life. And I feel the stress kicking back in again and *insert a long and exaggerated “ugh” here*. 

Will I return with another post soon? Who knows, not me. 

~ Cutepups 

PS: Typing that out (“Cutepups”) feels so strange to me now..? Not sure why lol. It’s like.. huh, I’m only called Cutepups on here. This is the only place where I call myself Cutepups. It’s based on a dumb username I had for a kids online game (AJ). It just looks and sounds so weird. 

Cutepups. Dang, that’s such a weird name. 

In other news, I’m pretty weird. 

Ok, ok. Bye for now.