nvm have this aj stuff lol aahhh + duke as always

Just gonna put this here. 

I'll be back with my skit analysis later. 

Ok, so, AJ. 

New Jamaaliday gifts: Jamaaliday Dragon Mask and Jamaaliday Musketeer Hat. I like the Musketeer Hat, so I put it on my bunny. I changed Enchanted's appearance accordingly. 

I'm putting the pictures here not in the order I took them. (lmao omg, cutepups!)

I got this black&white entrance gate thing as a gift today. I got the purple square thing from an Adventure.

Dustypaw is so valid.  

................

It's ok, guys, it's ok. 

Nobody stole the username, "fierdan" or "Fierdan" from me. Nobody stole it away from me. Fierdan is mine. 

... *suddenly hears an awful noise* me: wtf 

... well ok then. 

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I had a bad dream this morning. I was taking my intro to lit final, but there were math problems on it. And for some reason, I knew about the math stuff. I thought that math was easy. But then on the intro to literary study final, I was not prepared for the math stuff. 

... I have my drama final tomorrow. Should I study more? Absolutely. But eh, whatever, have my garbage posts. 

... I'm terrified for my math final. Who's a failure and disappointment? I am! XD 

... I had to cut the last post short because I had to type and submit a short esssay. Well, fix my bad rough draft. And change like half of it. 

Mine's not short-short though. I am going to be killed. 

How I imagine my potential viewers: *in monotonous tone* That's great to hear, Cutepups. 

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I'm pretty sure all my posts have the word, Duke, in them. 

Duke, he's everywhere. He invaded my mind. 

I should be studying and paying attention and studying. But no. Nooooo! 

I'm thinking about Duke. 

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I'm just casually living my life when thoughts about Duke pop up in my head. 

Me, last year: *gets unwanted thoughts of suicide* 

Me, now: *gets un?-wanted thoughts about Duke* 

Duke: thanks for the validation! ;)

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Thoughts such as..:

• Thinking about Duke but with his four-word cryptic name. 

• Thinking about Duke being one or two years older than me. Like yeah, he is supposedly 17 in story 1, but I think about Duke being older than me. Ok, I'll try to explain. I was born in 2000; I think about Duke being born in 1999. Or 1998. Because I think of him being 19 or 20. And his birthday is December 19th, so I'll think of him being 20 or 21. Yes, I did say Duke here. 

• The setting of the story is actually somewhere around 100 years into the future. There's a lot more technological advancements. Uh.. Ryen and Z *cough*. 

• What if Duke didn't die? What if I make him come back to the story at the end of story 2? But of course, he won't be called Duke. He would have a completely different name. And he would be older and sexy hot gorgeous man. 

• The squad would all be shocked. Especially Danny-Fierdan-Dan (whatever name he keeps at the end of story 2; he can't decide on his name lol). And oh, oh! (I'll just go with Fierdan). Fierdan has grown kinda soft. And 'Duke' has grown into an older badass, possibly with long hair, but he looks like sexy hot gorgeous manly man. And if Duke dies at 17 in story 1, he would return at the end of story 2 being 19 at the youngest. 'Duke' wouldn't have the marks on his body that distinguish him from Fierdan (purple flame mark, head marks, red mark near his nose), so he would either look nothing like Fierdan.. or identical to him (except 'Duke' would have the long hair now while Fierdan's is short). But then at that point, 'Duke' would have no parts of him (physically and mentally) connected to Fierdan.

• I'm a little paranoid. Because, wow, I make Duke go through so much crap. I even have some sexual-themed thoughts about him. I'm so caught up in thinking that Duke is an adult. As in 18+. Like in that last skit, he's 18. But I'm just saying. I think of him being 18+ in story contexts. Even though I know he's only 17 in the actual written story. (idk how to phrase things lmao) 

• I don't have finals on December 19th, so maybe that's a good sign? That's Duke and Fierdan's birthdays! 

• ... By the end of story 2 with the very small chance that 'Duke' returns, Fierdan has a boyfriend. and they're very intimate. in a cute and wholesome context, and later in a dirty context. as in.. *cough* fierdan ain't no virgin. he gets fucked, he fucks-- Thanks for saying that, Cutepups. AJ post, who? Sex repulsion, who? CuTePuPs?!?!??!!!!

Ok, yeah, bye. :)