Songs with the impulsive and tragic disaster vibes for Duke and Fierdan. Their vibes aren't exactly identical, but it's close enough.
(Time to go on YouTube!~)
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(btw I'm thinking about Duke's extremely bad coping skills here, hahahahahaaaaa)
(frequent self-harm and lots of drinking alcohol in the past. those bad coping skills. and of course that long-lasting suicidal ideation that never went away for good. hahahahaaaa ouch.)
coping mechanisms, coping skills. same thing.
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Music! Songs! Oh yes, please.
;-; :') <3
.. ok.
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Take You Down~ ILLENIUM
I like to think of Duke and Fierdan wishing they could say their deep down and honest thoughts to the one or two people they care about the most. That they don't want to hurt them, and that they know they're causing the people around them to hurt and be in so much pain. But they just can't say their thoughts out loud to them. Those kinds of thoughts bring vulnerability with them, and they were too afraid to face that.
For Duke, I think he's directing the beginning song lyrics to Finny and then to Twinkle as well after several months or a year at least.
For Fierdan, I think he's directing the beginning song lyrics to Dawn.
For the longest time, the only people Duke and Fierdan truly care about and want to keep safe (despite them growing more and more corrupted and dangerous individuals) are Finny and Dawn.
Duke was close with Finny a lot longer than he was with Twinkle. They were best friends.
And Duke tried to find a way to tell Finny that he loves him (hence the reason I like to think that Duke is bi *ahem*).. which happened months before the whole chaotic thing with Twinkle started. But alas, it was unrequited love. How unfortunate indeed.
Pre-story events: Duke doesn't want Finny to find out how messed up and broken he is physically and emotionally. He doesn't want Finny to know how much he wants to die and how many times he tried to.
Story events: The lyrics can be directed to Twinkle as well (just read my cursed story lol). Regarding Finny, Duke doesn't want him to know that he's Fierdan's reincarnation creation and how he's become corrupt and homicidal, and suicidal again. Duke really doesn't care that much about his own life, despite his selfishness and hunger for power. After the torture arc, Duke doesn't want Finny to see what he's become and for him to know all the terrible things he's done. Now that part is very sad.
Eh, just read a post I made a few days ago about Fierdan and Dawn growing up together and his growing corruption while still wanting to protect her.
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Now for the other songs- here:
Save Me~ Omri
"Save me from myself".. yep, I'm getting a similar vibe to the last song's, but here's more loud desperation from Duke and Fierdan to Finny and Dawn to save them from their corruption. But it's too late. Ouch.
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I'm too lazy to write things after each song. Sorry.
Pittsburgh [No Intro]~ The Amity Affliction
What I Wish I Could Forget~ Too Close To Touch
Duke and Fierdan having nightmares because of their horrible and painful memories. They lack sleep.
paper thin~ Dangerkids
It Never Ends~ Bring Me The Horizon
Broken~ Anson Seabra
Ok so I just found this song, and I'm going to cry now.
Breaking Point~ Dead By April
Katharsis~ TK
(But wait, that's not in English. Cutepups! >:|)
Ok, ok. I like the Studio Yuraki English cover.
... haha yes.
Kill Everybody~ Hollywood Undead
More impulsive, less sorrowful when referring to Duke and Fierdan. This song reminds me of their corruption through their homicidal thoughts. They want to kill.
iNSaNiTY~ (I'm not sure tbh)
Duke and Fierdan at the most corrupt. They've been falling into insanity. They're not exactly close to being sane then.
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Well, it seems that I have been carried away.
Vibes.. hmm. Impulsive. Tragic. Disasters.
Yes, I am in more pain now. Ouch, my heart. Ouch, my emotions.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuugggghhhhhhhhhhhhh
Haha, I can't deal with my thoughts without music. I can't live without music. I just can't. I need it to distract me.
Bye again.
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