barely awake but posting now

The title is true, haha.

Why don't you post earlier then, Cutepups?

How about no?

Yeah, no thanks.

So anyway.. I'm so pumped for Chapter 76. Even more now.

All the POVs in that chapter.. they're all interesting as heck.

Just.. like.. damn.

I used to be so proud when I looked at the chapters I wrote last year, but when I look at them now, I see the flaws in my writing. And it annoys me because I thought I was so good back then. Well, that proves that improving and learning never stop. It's a never-ending process, that's for sure.

Here's the order of POVs in Chapter 76 that I currently have planned:

1. Ryen
2. Fierdan
3. Ardere
4. Dawn
5. Twinkle
6. Duke

But maybe I'll switch the order of Dawn's and Twinkle's. I'm not sure. All I know is that those would be the first three, and the chapter is going to end in Duke's POV.

As for the length of the POVs, most of them are going to be fairly long. Ryen's and Ardere's will be on the shorter side, and Fierdan's and Twinkle's will be on the longer side. Dawn's and Duke's will also be pretty long, but not as long as the POVs of those other two.

There's just so much happening.

I had other story writing hiatuses, but I think the longest one was between Chapter 51 and 52.

I call Chapter 51 the end of "season 1" and Chapter 52 the beginning of "season 2".

And now I'm calling Chapter 76 the beginning of "season 3".

Season 3.. I feel like that's the season in TV shows when the plot progresses more and things get more serious and darker. Not for all shows of course, but I feel this way about a few shows I watch/ed.

Sh*t goes down in the second half of the 70s arc. Sh*t goes down in my story's "season 3". Sh*t gets real.

I love my characters. I really do.

Love seeing my character kiddos grow up in their character development. I'm so proud of how far they've come. :')

Too many moments in upcoming chapters are gonna pain me.

It hurts already. Gosh.

Ok bye. <3

~ Cutepups (who feels way too many emotions when thinking about Chapter 76 POVs- especially Fierdan's like omg this guy...)