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It's the last day of January, and I didn't create 31 posts this month. Oh darn, what a shame.

Yeah anyway, nothing matters lol.

I had a math test today. I hope I did okay. Yeah heh.

So, uh, this is a pathetic post topic, but oh well. I've been thinking about this blog, and how I've ruined so many words. I've just lost their meanings. Yeah, it's weird.

I check this blog every day, but I've kinda been forgetting the blog name. I read it every day at the top of the blog, but I also have been forgetting about it. 

"The Jamaa Mist".. "blogspot"... huh wow. This is one weird blogspot blog. I'm not sure if I even consider what I type in my posts, blogging, anymore. How is this blogging? I don't know what I'm doing here anymore. I haven't been on AJ in so many months, so this blog name is a lie. I forgot I still have that as my blog name. I'm too lazy to start again and make a new blog. I don't see a point in doing that. So, I guess I'll continue to deceive newcomers with my blog name and content. They don't really match up, I know.

I'm too lazy to check right now, but I feel like I started posting songs in my posts in January or February of 2015. It's already been 3 years since 2015. What the heck, it's been that long already? That would mean I've been staying on this blog for nearly 4 years. That's crazy. Wow, I've changed a lot. Well, yikes.

I kinda really just want to write Chapter 76 and every other future chapter as how I imagine the story being like in this rewritten version I have in my head. I'm so tired of how I've been writing it, but I can't just change the wording of certain things without rewriting the entire story so far. Ugh, I don't know what to do anymore. 

I don't even think of cute puppies and dogs when I type "~ Cutepups" at the end of my posts. Is that weird? Probably. It's just what I call myself on here. 

It's always been my blog name. Cutepups. That's mine. 

I don't even think of my AJ username when I type Cutepups anymore. For a long time, I used to. Not at all anymore. I honestly forgot where I got the name from. It took me a while to remember again. Wow yikes, ha ha.

I actually want to go play AJ again. I want to see all the updates and changes. There are probably so many of them that I can't count them all. I think the last time I was on my own computer was this past summer. It's been so long. I've only been on mobile since then. Geez.

I don't really know what the point of this post is. Maybe you can tell me? I have no idea.

*shrugs* I'm so tired. Goodbye, January.

~ Cutepups