Book and Shook

Hi, yes, hello.

I thought of this quote a few hours ago. Will I actually include it in the story? I'm not sure. 

"I am the [Duke] Fierdan. I am the creator and the destroyer of worlds- the worlds of places and of people."

(The Duke is in brackets because that word is optional. It also works for Fierdan, so not just Duke.)

In totally unrelated news, I forgot to tell you guys something yesterday. I got a 100% on my math quiz. 

Perfect score. In math. Wow.  

I also spoke up in math class, so I could fix my mistake on the board before the teacher went over my math problem with the entire class. I made sure I wasn't a stupid fool. Go me, yes, woo.

Once again in totally unrelated news, I finished a book yesterday. 

Did I ever post something about this elemental magic book I was reading? In like, September? Well, I finished the book now. 

And.. damn.. the ending left me so shook. I'm still shook. Omg.. wow.

Was it such an unexpected plot twist? Well, not the most unexpected.

But, but, but! 

It reminded and inspired me about my own story I'm writing (aka Twinkle's Story, that's what I mean).

I was reading the ending and I was like, "That's what I plan on doing to Duke. Kind of."

But in the book, it's more similar to a horcrux (from Harry Potter), probably. Yeah, those things. Yikes.

The difference between Duke and the main character in the book is that it started when the book character was an infant (so already born), while for Duke, it starts when he's a fetus (so, unborn).

Viewers: Fetus? What are you talking about?

Me: Yeah. Before Duke was actually born, so fetus Duke.

Viewers: What?

Me: Fetus Duke. :)

Viewers: Dang. :/

I really shouldn't spoil the book, but how can I explain it? Oh heck. 

In the book: Main character finds out that his soul is this very evil person. Main character finds out he's the new version of this evil person, so the evil person is continuing to live and idk, be immortal or try to be.

And so, me being obsessed with my characters called Duke and Fierdan, reading that got me thinking. I got exhilarated. Yeah. Wow.

Okay, I'll explain it. 

In my story: Towards the mid-beginning of the story, Duke suddenly meets Fierdan, and then later, Soulless. Fierdan- being Soulless controlled so he's evil and intimidating af in his partly ghost form- tells Duke that he's also bleeding even though he caused someone else to bleed and not himself because Duke attacked Fierdan and he's bleeding as well because he's Fierdan. (I worded that sentence terribly, but oh well.). By the Night of the Black Flames, Duke has started to get vague memories of Fierdan but in his same perspective. For a while, he believes he's Fierdan's reincarnation. So do some other characters. At this point, Fierdan is only known as a ruthless killer who killed lots of innocent people. So, Fierdan is like the very evil person, right. And Duke is like the second living version of Fierdan, right. Well, living in the physical world (not heaven or hell/Cincernum). 

The book character has his memories blocked of him being the evil person, which reminds me of how Duke had his memories blocked of how he relates to Fierdan. 

In Cincernum, Soulless made Fierdan long for immortality (even though he came back to life after he first died, smh). And so, Fierdan used dark magic (really complex stuff) to create this small unidentifiable thing that's basically a permanent fusion of Fierdan and Soulless. 

About that, risks had to be made in order for Fierdan to create that. Fierdan, in Cincernum, had to give up and lose a body part (or more than one? haven't decided yet) in order to input his half of the fusion. 

The thing Fierdan and Soulless made together wasn't actually Duke himself. It was just what would be Duke's soul. 

Calliah has some phantom blood, so Fierdan- in his wicked cool ghost-like form, but also with Soulless in his head- decided to use her baby (fetus) as the perfect vessel to insert the (what's actually very small) thing that appeared when Fierdan used his cryptic, dark magic to permanently combine a part of himself and a part of Soulless together. This made Duke, well, be Duke. From his outer appearance to more inner stuff. 

That's how Duke looks and acts so much like Fierdan. Almost as if he's Fierdan's reincarnation. If Fierdan didn't put that cryptic thing through Calliah's body and into her unborn baby, then Duke wouldn't be Duke. He would be a completely different person in every way just about.

But once inside what would be Duke's body, the Fierdan and Soulless parts divided. So that resulted in Duke's outer appearance looking like Fierdan (ever since the Night of the Black Flames at least) and him having memories and connections to Fierdan. The core of his soul is purely Fierdan. The Soulless part, however, is his immunity (?) to physical pain and how it's hard for Duke to die. It's what makes Duke non-human. The part of his body surrounding his soul (one part being over his heart) is what Soulless dominates more than Fierdan.

It's late, I'm tired, this is worded badly.

Calliah and Eternal's baby wouldn't be Duke if Fierdan didn't intervene. So that's how Duke is Fierdan 2.0 I guess. Duke is basically the result of the direct small Fierdan-Soulless fusion thing being inserted into an unborn baby, and that unborn baby being the vessel in order to give life to that fusion thing.

Maybe I should draw it. Yikes lmao.

I'm probably so far-fetched in relating the book main character to Duke and Fierdan. Pfft.

I've been typing this whole post quickly, so I didn't think of how to word anything any better. 

Yeah. Whoops.

Well, bye for now.

~ Cutepups