Haha oops, I'm starting to regret how I worded things in the last post. I dunno...
Maybe I shouldn't have spoiled the book. But I didn't state the book name, so.. idk.
About books, I'm reading some of those. Reading.. wow, that's pretty cool. It's a lit activity, if you get what I mean.
Lit.. literature.. books.. something referring to something cool.... yeah uh, puns.
Lately, I've been watching Netflix more frequently. I'm watching shows. Yeah lol. Nice distractions.
Uhhhfffgrrghhrmmmm,,,,,,,,,,
The weather is wild. It was so warm today. Temperature increase of nearly 50 degrees from a few days ago. And it's gonna drop back in two days.
Weather.. what the heck. Planet destruction, hmm?
And now for my brief talk about my story characters. Well, kind of.
A and D are four letters apart.
(So far I guess? I'm bad at determining their ages, ugh) There is a four year age gap between Ryen and Fierdan.
Their birth names start with the letters, A and D- not R and F.
Wow guys, aren't I a clever writer fool? :^)
What else...?
Oh, I know, my drawings of Duke. I'll talk about that.
For a large portion of my drawings of Duke, I feel like I draw him more androgynously and not masculine enough (?). Until I drew him in future scenes after Taurel cut and shaved Duke's hair off do I think I'm actually drawing him as a guy and not something like an androgynous girl (? I'm wording this badly) who's trying to be male but isn't born male (?).
I have other characters who are supposed to be androgynous-looking. Duke isn't one of them. And yet, I keep on drawing him more like that than those other characters.
Cutepups, why are you like this?
In other words, I think Duke looks afab in some of my drawings of him, but he's not that. So I'm looking through my drawings of him like huh.
By Duke drawings, I'm referring to a bunch of them I made last year when I drew human Duke with his very dark brown hair at its longest point in the story. But even if I cover the parts of the drawings that make his hair look long, he still looks too feminine.
Duke isn't supposed to be the feminine one, dang it.
Fierdan though? Oh hmm, it's complicated.
I kinda refer to pre-Fierdan as a femboy. Because.. reasons. Yeah, those things.
(It's because pre-Fierdan Danny was such a gentle boy with barely any stereotypically masculine traits. He liked doing stereotypically feminine activities- such as wear bright/soft colors and play with flowers- and the only friend he really ever had was Dawn. Like honestly, there is such a change in pre-Fierdan Danny to when he's been under the name of Fierdan for years. They're like opposites, honestly. Z (his dad) would pity pre-Fierdan Danny so much, call him weak, and he would purposefully mock Danny by saying his name like the female equivalent of it- saying Daniel more like Danielle- just because Danny wasn't tough and insensitive like boys were "supposed to be like" or some crap. Z is the worst lmao. He sucks, end of discussion. Let my precious Danny boy be happy, Z sh*t.)
And no, he's not trans. Yeah ok. Z only referred to him more femininely to mock him for being weak for not being the most masculine-like boy. Gender roles.. gross.
Duke, however, didn't really do any stereotypically feminine activities when he was a very little kid.
At some point, Fierdan thought of Duke being the idealized version of himself (?).
... yeah hbbbrghh bye.
~ Cutepups (who doesn't know how to actually word things)
*fingerguns outta here*
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