so uhh.. thoughts

Hi, it's 2 am. Late night posting when I should be asleep.. dang, Cutepups back at it again.

Yeah, so hey.

Friday.. oh wow, what a day.

School was so tiring. Didn't like it. School is making me overwhelmed this time, and it's not due to college related stuff.

But then after school, I found out that two new albums got released now. Songs.. so good.. I love them. Listening to the new songs made my day, and I'm here feeling blessed.

(Fall Out Boy and EDEN ;v; ~)

And then I also opened another college acceptance letter package. So yeah, that's pretty good.

So to sum up this Friday- school sucks but everything else is pretty damn good.

Oh haha, I have plans with my friend this morning. Wow, ain't that cool. I'm going places. Incredible.

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And of course, here's the Duke and Fierdan part of the post:

So anyway, I've been thinking about some more things I put in the story. They're so ridiculously stupid. I'm rereading what I wrote, and this ?!?!?? noise is ringing in my head.

Wh-what is this?????

I'm just gonna list the ones I've been thinking of in the past few days, but I have a lot more from older times on this blog.

Ok, haha, ahh...

1. Why is there so much going on about people not being allowed to see the purple and black flame covering the part of Duke's body where his heart is? How did everyone know it was Bad and Cursed TM? Just because it's the same colors- black and purple- as phantoms? Like.. Twinkle.. she thought it was a rad tattoo of a dumb flame or something like that. I just.. don't get past me, I'm sorry.
2. In 2014 (I think.. yikes, I don't remember), I wrote that mothers have tiaras. Why the heck did I put that in the story? Why do they have tiaras? Geez.. now that I've been distancing my story from AJ (lol Animal Jam, what a game), it would be stupid to keep the tiaras thing.
3. Not as long ago (end of 2016), I made Black Raven tell Twinkle that she doesn't know the history of Dawn and Fierdan. And then she tells Twinkle that Dawn was Fierdan's love interest..? And I'm like.. that's wrong lol. Firstly, how the heck does this Black Raven girl know about Dawn and Fierdan if they live so mysteriously cryptic lives? Black Raven doesn't know anything, pfft. And then I made Dawn and Fierdan just basically be like.. what the hell, none of what you said is true. Frick off, you hecks.
4. Uhhhhhfffghhh fvckin' heck.

Yeah.

It makes me laugh whenever I think of you viewers thinking of Ryen being how he is in the skits. But in the story, he's actually.. mm.. not so good as you might think.

He's.. uh.. pretty bad, actually. Whoops.

I honestly think of Ryen being as- or even more- bad and evil of a person as Fierdan was (is?).

I love thinking about my problematic brothers. Oh, what's that? Tension. Hmmst?

Uhh.. whenever I have my mental image of Fierdan in my head, I feel better. Damn, I love his look. What a look. Damn.

Actually, all of my good main characters are beautiful. Their looks are goals.

But I always  draw them ugly. Which, well, it sucks.

Viewers: Damn it, Cutepups. You have a crush on your own characters. :/
Me: Ah, you got me there.
Brock: Ah haha omg. XD
Me: Shut up. :(
Viewers: Oh, problem? o.O
Me: O-k. Anyways...

It won't happen for a long time, but gosh.. the hooded Duke look? Mm.. what a boy.

The cursed Duke look is such a look. Mm.

Having a hood up to cover his head, black eye, serious/can-f*ck-you-up-if-I-want face.. mm damn son.

Viewers: I don't get what you just said. :/
Me: It's ok, neither do I.

Season 3 of the story.. damn, the main characters have it coming. Life is rough for you, buddy. They sure are gonna age. For the better. I mean.. umm, ok I'll stop.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh heck.

Bye now. <3

~ Cutepups