back at college + random old pictures

Yeah so hey, I returned to the college I go to today. The spring semester starts tomorrow.

New classes. Hmm, I hope they'll be okay. Ah heh. ^-^'

It would be nice if I have a more relaxed schedule this semester, but I doubt it. Then again, I don't know anything.

No more class cluster. No more NYC trips. :(

Not taking math though. So I guess that deserves a :).

This time, I'm taking 5 classes (took 6 last semester) and no higher-than-regular credit classes (which were the two cluster classes). And I don't have classes back-to-back. So maybe it won't be as hectic..? Perhaps, still doubt it though.

Uh, what else is there to say...

My stomach was hurting this morning. Then as the day went on, it stopped hurting.

Ok...

I originally planned on making other posts yesterday, but then I didn't feel like typing them. Spent dinner (pizza) and the evening at a cousin's old house. So, uh, I was occupied with things yesterday.

Anyway, I'm typing this on my computer. I'll add random old pictures saved on the Blogger "Add Images" thing. Haha, why not?

Hmm...

aaaaaahhhhhh asdfghjkl. I love how only Duke has the canine ears, how there are flames in his eyes, how awful that chest flame mark looks, and.. and how Twinkle is staring forward (like the rest of them are), saying "fu Duke" lmao iconic ("eff you, Duke" lol). Oh and Dawn looks very disturbing. Yikes.

I forgot if this is supposed to be Duke or Fierdan. I'm pretty sure it's Duke, so I'll just say it's him. I think this was from a scene from a chapter in the 50s arc when Duke and Fierdan were interacting. No, I don't know why he's blushing. I don't think I ever finished drawing the scene. This might have been the only part of it I finished (and by that, I mean colored). 

To be honest, I kinda miss drawing my characters in their anthro animal forms. I definitely only see them as humans in canon now (ignore my old story writings lmao), but I'm not totally against drawing them as anthros for fun. 

I was looking at this drawing in my room last night, actually! I didn't color anything else. In other words, it currently looks just like this lmao. Wow, I imagine them looking so different now than how I drew and colored them back then. To be honest, quite a lot. Well, kind of. 

OOF - an artwork in the MOMA or Met art museum in NYC. 

I know this one is Fierdan. To be honest, I still like how I drew and colored it. Ok so maybe I don't like how I colored the ears (I'd rather view him in human form here but oh well, I can imagine), but the dried/drying blood? Mm, I really like how I colored that. Wow, isn't that hot? *cough, cough, ahem*. Oh and I really don't like how I cut his hair off like that, making him look like he has an ugly haircut. Nowadays whenever I think of long-haired Fierdan, I think (in awe) about how long it is. He has long hair that is long and not like this digital art thing.

asdfghjklqwertyuiopnadcdjkxsjc. 10/10 digital art from me. wow!! "butterfly" so beautiful. 

This is either little kid Danny (Pre-Fierdan of course) or Ryen. I seriously can't remember and now that bothers me. Whose hand is he holding? That's a mystery even to my current self. I think I drew him with tears in his eyes. Aww, this poor kid. How sad.

Extra Pages. What did I make this for? Did I ever use this? I seriously can not remember. 

2014?! Wow, this has to be considered old now!

Cutepups here. Uh, ok then. I think I used this as an introductory picture in my posts.

Ooh, does this show up as a gif? It's a gif. I think I made this as an introductory picture to when I posted art in my posts or on a blog page/tab. It's a shame that I didn't use it much. 

And it was from this point on that I decided to screw Duke's life over from his birth to his death. I.. I really don't know what this is. lmao wtf. 

I think this is Duke on the Night of the Black Flames. Ok so I drew and colored it like his hair (on his head I mean lol) is covered in black fire. So I think of Duke having his hair turn entirely very dark brown/nearly truly black when this scene happens. Oh and by the way, Duke never had light brown hair. The just-about-black hair is darker than regular brown hair. Ok uh sure. I kinda really want to draw Duke in this scene in human form. And with my slight change of story plans.

I also kinda really want to redraw this scene with human Duke at some point. This scene from a chapter in the 40s arc still means a lot to me. I don't know why, it just does. 

It might be because this is possibly the first time in the story I explicitly wrote about his self-destructive behaviors he used to do on the regular. But then he stopped? Uh yeah, I'm not entirely sure when or how he stopped. I don't know.

tw- self harm, blood: 

(... this is from the chapter where Duke thinks obsessively about his own blood and how he misses seeing it ooze out of cuts and scratches on his arms. and I wrote that part where I think it's supposed to be inferred that he had a habit of self-mutilation that became slightly addicting. he longs to see the blood pour out of his body because he missed that. ... in the past, Duke cut into himself in multiple areas and he bled. Twinkle did too but only a few times, but it never got as bad as what Duke did to himself. Duke was pretty much addicted to making himself bleed. Twinkle never was like that. not even close.)

Oh, it's nearly midnight. Haha oops, I got myself distracted again. 

Let's see if this will show up as a gif. It's a gif. I have classes again. Wish me luck if you want. 

Another beginning, huh.

Great.