tired but full of restlessness

Tired but full of restlessness. Yeah, that describes me. 

Anyway, yes hi. My classes feel like actual legit classes. Full classes this time. No more classes with under ten people this time around. 

I feel like I'm going to be a lot busier this semester. I already have assignments (paragraph papers and readings) due this week. 

This semester feels like an entire different mood than the last one. I don't know how to feel about it yet. 

I could ramble on about other personal stuff, but I don't want to do that. 

I'm a fool. That's all I have to say. 

I'm going to have more exams this time. Heh. 

I haven't been sleeping that well lately. Before coming back to college, I stayed up late because I was getting nervous thoughts about my new classes. Now at college, I have trouble sleeping because.. nothing feels right. The slightest noise people near me make annoys me, and it feels like my ears are catching everything. I hate this. My nose feels itchy, and it's a little hard to breathe when I'm trying to sleep sometimes. I'm just so tired. I hate this. 

I feel like my happiness vanished again. I'm unmotivated and feeling down already. It's only been two days in. 

In the past 12 or so hours, I've been so anxious. Ugh, I can't deal with anything for the life of me. Who am I kidding? Pathetic. 

I don't know if I'll be able to create daily/daily-ish posts for much longer. Enjoy them while it lasts. 

~ Cutepups