life stuff lol

Hey, here's a post. Cool.

So.. what's new?

School is almost over. Two more finals left. Two more days.

I talked with my irl friend for a long time. For more than an hour in one day.

Wow, that's new. Haha yeah.

Got proofs for my senior pictures in the mail today. My genuine reaction to seeing my pictures was: "whom is she?" I look so different. I'm my own stranger, pfft.

That look though. My eyes though. Dead inside but looking savage. That's my true look.

I don't look as bad as I thought I would. I'm not photogenic lol.

About hair, I've seen people talk about their hair. And theirs is the same length as mine. They say theirs is short hair. Guess that means I can say my hair is short too. It's leaning more towards short than long. I doubt I'm gonna grow my hair out long again.

What else... hmm...

Boy Epic. Nice songs. I like them. This dude's voice though. Umm yes. "Kanye's in My Head" has been stuck in my head for the past few days.

My cat, Thelma, hunted down this pretty big bug. Then she ate it. I was there. I saw the whole thing. I'm proud of my little hunter.

I changed some things on my profile. The intro part is longer now.

(Sorry, I'm just listing things in random order. ^-^")

Just have to get through tomorrow. Then I might be more okay.

Lately when I look at my face, I feel that it doesn't look that strictly feminine. It sometimes looks gender neutral.

I still feel gross, ugh. I'm overthinking again about non-important things, ugh. Being me, ugh. Ugh, ugh.

When I think about certain body parts too much, they kinda hurt. Um.. chest? What the.

I'm a fool lol. Help.

Oh "Silent Scream" is another song that's been stuck in my head recently.

If I find enough time, I'm going to draw that drawing idea I talked about in the last post.

AA me. ..... aaaaaaahhhhhhh.

Lonely ghost in the world. That's me.

I woke up so early. I'm so tired.

I always say I'm tired though lol. But I really am.

Whew, I'll end the post now.

Oh and I kinda want to post pictures of myself on here. Why though. Not exactly sure.

What to do, what to do...

Good night. ☆