.

New poll is up.

Vote +1 for each different viewer. 

I wonder how many people still view this blog dump.

Lately it feels like only one or two people do.

Or more like none.

Which means everyone else left.

I'm so lonely.

I've been feeling bad these past few days.

Today as well.

I messed up big time.

Like I always do.

I'm scared.

Irrational fear.

Sick of the lies everyone says.

Might change the blog theme at some point.

But right now I'm lacking the effort to do anything.

Everyone leaves eventually, so what's the point in staying?

I don't see the point anymore.

Screaming into a sky full of stars.

Now it's just an empty sky.

I haven't eaten in a while.

This faintly heard music has kept me up all night.

Funny how only my cats could comfort me yesterday.

And they are mini devils.

I guess it's my fault, isn't it?

People in real life really hate me now.

Do you hate me too? 

Sadness is contagious.

It spreads like a wildfire.

Everywhere I go online someone is sad.

There's nothing I can do to make it better anyway.

There's nothing I can do.

Nothing is working.

I'm not happy anymore.

After all, how can I?

This post is vague and quite depressing.

I think that's why no one stayed.

Everyone gives up on me at some point.

It's the inevitable truth.

I gave up too.

Bye.