I'm pretty bad at correctly wording what I want to say.
I shouldn't have worded it like that.
I don't know any other way to put it though.
Ironically, I'm not feeling as pessimistic as that day I felt like ranting about it.
I'm just a pathetic jealous.. excuse of a person.
I screwed up.
Made people hate me again.
When things are finally getting somewhat better irl.
Way to go, me.
Way to go.
Ruin everything by my words.
Ruin mutual relationships with people.
I knew I would get seen as being pathetic and get hated for posting that.
It was stupid of me to think people would react differently.
Ranting that was a mistake.
Going back to that.. no thank you.
Being different and misunderstood it is then.
Whatever, it's my fault for posting in the first place.
I'm sorry.
Though I know "sorry" doesn't cut it in many cases.
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We all express our ideas and emotions in different ways. I have to go to bed now, see you later!
ReplyDeleteUm.. ok
DeleteEveryone messes up... A lot.
ReplyDeleteAnd words. Words don't come out as what you're thinking. The brain and a keyboard are different things.
Don't feel bad.
(My advice sucks ok bai)
Yeah.. thanks
DeleteAhhh, yes. Having a rant idea is like having a story idea, you'll probably write it down quickly and the next day you may not be satisfied with what you wrote.
ReplyDeleteIn order the have a good story you need planning. So yes. That's my metaphor for today.
Okay. Bye.
Yep, that's true alright.
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