help, he is crying

Hi guys.

Good morning. Or afternoon. Or evening. Or night.

I'm posting early. Wow.

It's Father's Day. So.. uh.. do dad stuff with your dad. If your dad's okay and all that.. stuff.

By the way, I don't mean my dad by the post title. I mean my cat. Who is not Thelma. XD

Anyway, I got new glasses yesterday. (Wow, that was such a nerd thing to say.. talking about glasses.. pfft).

I kinda want to draw my other characters that I'm pretty sure I never posted on here before.

Might do that.

I just remembered as I lied down on my bed last night/early this morning that for the volunteer application my family practically forced me to fill out online on Friday, I supposedly have to do an interview. For volunteering there. An interview. Um.. um.. uh.. what?!?!?

Haha.. shoot.

I swear they never shut up about me having to volunteer or work. And then go on college tours.

And if not that, then this cruise we're going on in 6 months.

Heck, I'm getting old.

So yeah. Me being the anxious awkward mess who gets angry pretty easily, I am stressed about those things (not the cruise, the other things lol) and annoyed at them for never shutting up about it.

I hold grudges. Heck.

Why does shopping leave me so tired? Why do car rides leave me tired? Why, tired, why?

Um. Heck.

Lately for some weird reason, I felt like using the name, Shy-ra, as an alternate concluding post name. Dashes are so cool, right. It looks cool. To me. I control this heck-invested blog.

It's not my name. Pfft, S for my name is for a less cool sounding name. Like there isn't a dash in my name. What a shame.

Sometimes I feel like revealing my name. But then I'm like, ew no. If I'll do it, I'll do it in private. (Ok, ok I know I worded that horribly XD). Private chat conversations. I still have an email lol.

(Why am I saying this? I could get hate. Uh.. shoot.)

I'm shy. Like shy to the point it gets awkward. Yeah ok. Shy-ra has the word "shy" in it. Wow, would you look at that.

Heck. Maybe Shy-ra is my name. Just not in English. With a different alphabet and I'm just substituting it with English letters. Heck, would you look at that heck.

It sounds way more mature and better overall than Cutepups. In, my, opinion.

Not saying the language though.

Oh wait nevermind. I just checked. It has an "i" not a "y" in the English form. It isn't even pronounced "shy". Ok lol.

The "Shy" suits me better than the "Shi" though.

But if you add a "t", that sums up my personality. ;)

Heck.

~ Shy-ra

That sounds less like a fool's name.

Ok whatever.

Here. He is crying. His eyes are wet.

Why, Mr. Zo, why?

Ok bye. <3