blogging stuff and life in general

Hi. It's me. Again. It's always me. :v

I have lots of news that's all over the place, and since I'm a mess nothing's gonna be organized. Okay!

So.. haha.. know what's weird? I can feel very bad and lonely on weekends, and then on Monday I strangely feel so much better. Weird, right?

Well, I had that happen to me this week as well. Monday and Tuesday were both pretty good days. Maybe Monday a bit more since it was a more lucky day.. but oh well.

Like.. oh man.. Monday was such a good day. Tuesday and Monday were definitely two of my sudden positive days. So yeah, that's good!

Also, haha, Tuesday was the first day this school year that I woke up late for school. Like, miss-the-bus-late-and-the-first-class-starts-in-less-than-20-minutes. What a thrill in the boring life of Cutepups. I actually wasn't school late though. Haha.. oh wait that reminds me!

I had a pretty interesting dream last night. I don't remember much of it anymore though. I remember it being pretty sci-fi futuristic like.

I also had another dream fairly recently called "the meme dream" where I remember dat boi (the frog on the unicycle) popping up for like two seconds and that being my dream. Yeah.. pfft.. I'm a memer dreamer.

So what I remember from my dream last night was that there was this Harry Potter aspect in it. But there were no Harry Potter characters in it. I think I was in this group of people in this secret magical building castle place (idk) and the leader pointed to this guy. I think I thought he said a Harry Potter character's name, but the man's face he was pointing to on the paper he had looked nothing like that character. So then I traced the guy's face that was on the paper. And then he got mad that I drew on the paper all over that guy's face. And everyone got mad at me. After that, something happened and creatures were after us or something. We weren't supposed to be in this building. So then we ran down hallways and hid behind doors. Then our group reunited and.. how to explain it.. this device showed up on the floor which turned us humans into millions of tiny dark particles. Then we were human-like aliens with large red-orange noses, for example. Then we did some sort of adventure in another world, and turned back into humans. Then I woke up from the bed dream-me was laying in this entire time, and I was told to put on my blue dress. Then I went to this party.

Yeah, that's basically all I remember from my dream. Kinda cool.. maybe?

So anyway, enough weird talk. More serious stuff. So.. hmm.. future.

I know I've said this for the past two years, but this time I'm pretty sure I'll mean it. So.. yeah.

This blog will probably become much more inactive once school starts next year, if not sooner.

Honestly, I've been thinking of just switching to a brand-new blog so many times at this point. But I just don't find the energy to start everything over with the whole blogging process. I don't want to just suddenly abandon any of my lovely viewers I have. And yeah, I'm so excited when this blog will reach 100k views (eep! :0). But honestly, I won't have the time and motivation to blog often, nevertheless create a new account with a new blog, for much longer.

The difference between what I said last summer and the summer before that one is that for those two, it was just myself. Like, my own accord basically. And, well, for this year (especially when 2017 comes around and I'm still here surprisingly) it's more of a family choice. I won't have much free time in the near-future. They're somewhat upset at how much free time I have already.

I'm pretty old. My family is pushing upon how I should be starting to study for the SATs (google it if you're not American) since I'll be having to take them at some point in the next school year, as well as getting a (summer/part-time) job and if not that then more volunteer work. Which, me being me, is pretty stressful for me. And I'll be a junior next year which is the hardest grade, so definitely more work. As well as how I signed up for advanced classes (have to this time).

So yeah.. future.. life moves on. So I'll continue to be active here as long as I can. Which I honestly don't think will change until late 2016 at the earliest. Because I'm me.. pfft.

Anyway, onto blogging stuff.. now. Thanks for your input, everyone who commented. Thanks for even commenting, I bet it's probably awkward not knowing what to say anymore. But I like that idea some of you mentioned of it being a more calming (idk) theme. I like that idea. I use trees way too much, so I'm still deciding on if I should make it a forest atmosphere or another biome. I don't know if anyone's bored of my banners with trees by now.

And onto that AJ side of things. For some reason, I just want to make this post where I go on AJ for the first time in forever (or something like that) and look at all these new updates and post about it in a sarcastic way. I love seeing these blog posts and videos of people sarcastically looking at the updates. Sarcasm is key. Like.. lol.. *screenshot of Jamaa Township* Look at these gorgeous kiddos begging for love and trades! Such a nice community! Still hasn't changed since I kinda quit this dumb game! I wanna draw a line and submit it to AJHQ, so it can be my personal den item! Oh no, I'm nonmember! Let's rant about social justice, kiddos! *screeches*. Wow, my post ideas are so amazing. Such a pro. Pfft.

Sometimes I get the urge to want to post rants. Controversial topic rants. Not even controversial topic rants that will probably leave people hating me even more than they do already. Basically, I want to post about me complaining over things. But I never find the motivation to actually type up rants. But I really just want to rant about a few things in particular (not gonna say what they are for now). This one thing is just bothering me. But I'll probably get hate for it. Organizing rants.. what an effort.

So if you're interested in me posting rants, tell me. Same if you're not. Not like any of it matters, I just love hearing back from you guys. It makes me feel like I'm not just talking to myself via blogging.

Oh and Cutepups still sounds funny (in a bad way) to me. But I'm bad at making any better nicknames you guys can refer to me as. Cutepups was originally just my AJ nickname, then I adopted it to being my Blogger nickname.. but now it's starting to sound stupid in my head. So.. whatever. Call me whatever.

That's it for now. Goodbye. ^w^