ah ha hey

Hey hi how's it going everything's going just fine~

Um.. ok.

Saw the movie. Pretty good movie. Yeah I guess.

Wow, got another vote. Wow thanks, I love you. Kudos to you.

Well, I like this book.

So that's that.

Anyway.

I kinda want to look like that Lost One's Weeping boy.

Yeah, I know, I'm stupid and weird.

My hair's a mess. Always been a mess. Forever a mess. Forever gonna make me have self-esteem issues and make me hate myself. Like I mean people would insult/make fun of my hair in the past. But you know. Whatever.

I found this photo of me in 3rd grade. I look cute and ugly at the same time. Haha, that's me. Weird smile.. dang. My hair though. What the heck. Why my hair stick up like that? Why though.

Anyway, you know. I really hate when people *cough* girls *cough* say they're ugly, that their hair's ugly, all that.. crap. No. Hell no.

Every time I see someone say that they look like a mess and a wreck online, they end up looking flipping gorgeous when they post selfies.

It's like they're not making any sense. I'm actually ugly and have hair I hate 99% of the time. I'm a physical and emotional wreck and mess. Their hair is definitely not a physical mess.

Geez, this is so flipping stupid. But it makes me so flipping mad.

lol idk why i'm saying "flipping" in this post :p

Having way, way, way too thick curly hair sure is fun having. So fun. Just kidding, please kill me lol.

Found out the baby shower is in this building by the park. Even though my parents saw no buildings there. So I dunno.

And since I'm a female, I have to go to this baby shower too.

And I'm probably gonna get insulted by certain adults there because of my goddamn ugly hair that's not nice and pretty like literally everyone else's.

Haha, not a big deal that I already have severe self-esteem/confidence issues and with body image too.

:))

And compared to my younger cousin, she'll be a way better person than I'll ever be. As usual.

How fun so fun very flipping fun~

I'm a fail at life lmao.

Like, it would be like. "Hey S! How are you?"

"How am I"- the audacity to say that! 

What else am I supposed to say besides "okay", "good", "alright", or "fine"? You can't say any other answer in a social situation. No. That's just not possible.

Like yeah. I guess I'm okay/good/alright/fine. But I still hate myself very, very much, have little to no motivation and genuine interest in things, and am hopeless with myself and the world. But you know. Whatever. Can't really talk about that. Just let everyone who sees me judge me. That's it. No big deal. Don't make it a big deal.

... wow

Can anyone out there slap me/punch me/kick me any time I suddenly shift gears and turn my posts into a depressing piece of crap?

Geez. Stop it, me. Stop.

More help lmao.

Concept right there.

That's funny.

Know what's funny?

The dream I had.

Very funny.

Creepy.

Poor girls.

In white.

Tied or hanged to the stair railings.

Hidden.

Top floor.

......

How charming.