i'm tired

Yeah. ^^

So.. um.. wow.

I'm probably so annoying. I bet you probably are annoyed with me now. I'm an annoying complainer. Wow.

I'm so tired. Ugh.

I've really started to hate myself around a year ago. Still do.

My posts are pretty terrible.

Just look at them.

Is this really blogging?

I don't know anymore.

I'm sorry.

I'm tired of being scared.

I'm tired of worrying.

I'm tired of feeling down.

I'm tired of being me.

Haha.

I'm sick of their praise.

They're just empty and worthless words to me.

I'm the worst. I'm crappy at band.

Ugh, I don't deserve their praise.

I really hate being female sometimes.

I hate being yelled at and being frowned upon.

I hate thinking that everyone makes fun of me behind my back.

I hate feeling like a waste of space since I just stand there stupidly and silently and I'm scared of talking to them first.

I hate always being the back-up person. The last (more than just 3rd) wheel.

Let it stop. I'm tired and I hate it all.

Funny how I once said I would stop being a negative crybaby.

Almost every single thing makes me feel down.

It's everywhere and in everything. There is no escape.

Haha.

I really am tired.

Bye.