Trapped

Thanks for the congrats on this mess of a blog's anniversary, guys. Thank you. <3 

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I just typed this up now. I wanted to create a poem titled "Trapped" for a long time now, but I haven't really thought much about it until today while I was working on some homework and studying. 

Hope you enjoy. Tell me what you think, I'll appreciate that. 

It's like a web
The clump of words 
Tangled over and over again
So tightly woven 
A disorganized pile 
Made up of words 
I wish I could tell you
Or really anyone 
But it's too hard to be
Unraveled now
To form that clump of words
Into a language 
You'll understand 

But first you'll have to 
See past the lies in my eyes
The tears in my fears 
Hear past the hatred
The doubts in my shouts 
To understand 
But I won't put down
My defenses
My contradictions
My lies
To make it any easier for you
Because it's impossible for me
Not to avoid it all

I'm sorry 
It's so hard enough already
To not avoid this
I wish I could say this
Straight forward 
Not in this way

So much negativity 
Can find the positivity 
Hanging by a thread
Not hard to grasp
Hard to keep

I'm trapped
In this place where the light
Bounces off the glass
Keeping me even colder 
Where happiness strays
And where sadness lingers 

So may you help me
Break the glass and
Set me free 
So maybe then 
I won't be as scared anymore 

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Copied and pasted from my DeviantArt. 

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Please.