hi so new idea (ily d boy)

Hi so I got a new story poem/short writing piece idea a little after I woke up on Monday morning.

And can I just say....

I love Duke so much omg.

Viewers: Cutepups... >:/

So then on Tuesday, I checked my sources from 2014 (yikes). I did write it in a chapter. It was weird how I suddenly thought of it when I was getting ready for school on Monday. But anyway, I guess I should explain it to you guys.

Chapter 9- at age 9, Duke got locked in a freezing cold basement for 12 hours.

Haha yeah. I was casually thinking of that specific 2014 chapter flashback scene on Monday. 

Ok so then I came up with a story poem- or, like, a short writing piece- about all that.

Then I thought of Calliah (Duke's mother) some more. And.. wow.. I broke my own heart. 

In other words...

I have a new poem (or short prose piece? idk how to categorize it) that would be me writing in Duke's POV.

This idea.. this freaking idea.. it gave me chills and nearly made me genuinely cry. 

Ok lol that word "chills" is a pun. Pfft. 

Know what's up? All my characters get glow ups from 2014 to 2017. That 2017 glow up though; mm gotta love that actual character development I have stuck in my head. 

Uh.. I have a lot of Duke POV poem ideas that are based on future story scenes that are very.. sad, to say the least. But this one I suddenly thought of on Monday and Tuesday? Oh geez, that one gave me the chills because wow ok wow.

Psst, Calliah is involved in this new idea I have. 

Duke and Calliah.. just thinking of them makes me emotional. 10x more of an emotional mess than in previous years. 

I have other Duke POV poems about Calliah, but this new one I thought of is more about sadness than anger or unforgiveness.

Duke? Writing and reading something he wrote that is serious and not a meme? Giving me the chills and the tears? Impossible, you say. But wait.. just wait till I post it.

Lmao hey Duke makes me cry. This character.. what a tragedy. Very sad. Ouch.

Please help. Help me. Help my fire df boy 2.0 son. 

Ah yes duh, I'm a Duke stan. 

I also have a few Dawn poems in mind. Omg I love her so much. That's a glow up. I love 2017 Dawn. I honestly hated 2015 Dawn. But now she has a backstory. Again.. ouch, my heart.

In other words, I'm a hecking...

I'm a huge mcfreaking Duke stan and Dawn stan. 

I love them so much. More and more every month.

None of you know why yet. But I do. So much. Omg I love them.

Psst, it's because of their pasts. Uh.. maybe. Hey, I love suffering.

I'm wording everything in this post awkwardly because I'm thinking of this new Duke poem/prose idea I got on Monday, and certain lines are hurting me emotionally.

Asdfghjkl. Who hurt my son? Oh wait, it was me. Because he's my character. XD omg!

Anyway.. f*ck you, Fierdan. 

What did I just say? That's right. Part of me hates Fierdan. And it's not because of his "killings" it's because of something else.

................ That writing thing I keep referring to. Coming up next.

~ Cutepups (oh yikes prepare for pain)