Ode To Poetry

Just gotta keep writing 

Think them through

Write it down

Write it out

Write

Write

Write

And remember to

Never stop

Don't stop

Keep on writing

Like your life depends on it

Distractions

You live on distractions

They keep you alive

If you think about writing

Then maybe

Just maybe

Things will be okay

That things will turn out okay

At least in the end

Whenever that times comes

The you here is me

I'm the you 

You aren't me

I'm the you

But you aren't me

Thinking of the characters in my story 

Thinking of ideas for poetry and prose

Writing

It keeps me sane

All the pressures

All the responsibilities 

All my anxieties

Questioning my identity

I don't know what I'm doing

It feels like I'm disconnecting from that word

Sane

And it turned into

S a n e

Which evolves into

Insane 

Write

Write

Write

Write

Write

Write

A distraction

A way to cope

A way back to sanity

A reason to stay alive

It's everything 

Writing is my lifeline

Ink fills up my veins

Blood and ink are keeping me alive

If it weren't for my stories

If it weren't for my poetry

If it wasn't for my ambition to improve and succeed with my writings

And if it weren't for my pets

Especially my small tuxedo cat

And if it weren't for my friends

Even if we never met in person

Then I think I would be fully disconnected 

Sane to s a n e to insane

I'm not sure if I would find the 

Inspiration

Motivation

Reasons

To still be alive 

Whenever things get serious and I have to think

I think of dying

Without these things

What would be the things

That will keep me here?

Because I keep on thinking of dying

Maybe I'm too damn weak

Is my rationality wearing thin

And being replaced with impulsivity?

My sanity is wearing thin

This damned brain 

I hate this

I hate it all

Writing

It makes me want to decide that no

I want to keep pressing go

I'm going to keep on

This is my ode to poetry

I'm going to spam you with poems

You as the reader

That's you

I'm not you

To be honest 

I want to press that red button

I want to press stop

I want everything to stop

Time is going by too fast

Perhaps the stop button is a

Substitute for the pause button

But after pressing stop

Resume ceases from the list of options

So no 

Stop

Go for the

Go

Stop it

Continue

Writing is one of the main things that will make me always

Hesitate 

From making contact with the red stop button

Because that is the button of the ultimate give up

Of giving up my life 

Here's my ode to writing:

Thank you for giving me a purpose

Thank you for giving me a reason to stay alive 

Thank you for always being there for me

I love you