tbh,,

The only things that I get validated on are more ways that I'm invalid. I'm only valid to be invalidated.

I'm invalid.

I'm getting more valid reasons why I hate living.

:( :/

I'm on the

Edge

I'm

Struggling

But they don't

Care

I'm upset lol ok.

:( :/

Maybe I'll create some positive posts even though I know they won't fix me or my situation in the slightest.

Like.. dang.. I don't know....

Good things and reasons to live

Short but personal lists.

Not those bs lists. I hate those long and generic lists.

Those little things don't really come to mind and it's not like "wow, that's right! there is -insert object/activity that requires a lot of planning and effort and ability to feel romance and have good friends here-" when the only thing on the mind is "I want to die, I don't care about my life anymore, life is too much and doesn't suit me".

Just.. well, just a short list of personal crap that probably doesn't make sense to other people since nobody gets you like you get you.

Anyway, life crap has made me think of dying more seriously than ever before.

:-) Life Sux XD

:( :/

Even my cat is giving up on me. She wants to leave me right now.

Everyone leaves me in the end.

Oh dang. </3

:( :/

Yeah. I'm gonna make some lists.

:( :/

And lol no.

The cursed story I keep on posting about isn't the top reason of mine to stay alive.

It's not even close.

I couldn't give less of a crap.

I already posted my future writing plans.

:( :/

I don't find comfort in this house anymore.

This is no home.

I prefer school these days.

At least he can't be there with me.

:( :/

I'm tired.

Of every single damn thing.