Slow Down Time

Looking at the calendar

I see a new month

Has fallen to this world

Why did October leave us so soon?

November replaced the spot on the throne

October is another fallen month

Which means it's now November's time to rise 

The clocks have gone back an hour

Is my head so fogged up that I believe the illusion?

Since we pushed back the times on our clocks

Does that mean we slowed down the time?

We manipulated the time to slow down for us

We're an hour behind now

Time must have slowed down

Right?

But I wish that was the truth

The truth is that time

This mighty concept called time

Never slowed down for us at all

It turns out that we

Were in a race with time

And now we're no longer tied

Because time beat us

So now we're the ones chasing after time 

Time is so fast

I'm too slow

Time is going on without me

I can't catch up at this rate

2017 is almost over

It's already November 

If there were to be a month that I would

Fall apart the most likely in

It would definitely be this month

November of the year 2017

Time is merciless

Time doesn't care

I've been begging for time to slow down

For so long now

I'm sorry that I 

Begged for November to never come

But did time listen to me?

Of course not

Because it's now November

How did this happen?

How did it come to this?

It is November

Please pause the time

I'm not ready for time to continue

I'm already so far behind as it is

Please I beg you

Press the pause button

Pause time

Or at least

Slow it down

November has come

But I'm not ready to face it

It's hard to be optimistic 

Thanksgiving, winter holidays

None of that matters right now

I have to get through November first 

And November is a malicious beast

That I've feared since the start of the year 

You don't get it, do you?

This November determines everything

It holds my life on the line

I didn't want November of this year to come because

November feels like my death sentence

So I've been desperate for November to not come because

I'm not ready to die

Pause or slow down time

November is a killer after me

I don't want to die

I want to live

But it feels as if

November wants me dead

So in other words

Pause time

Slow down time

Or else

November will leave me dead 

Don't be fooled by the illusion

Time never slows down for us

And it never did