oh...

It's after midnight. Whatever.

I said I was gonna post writings (aka poems) this past weekend. 

Yeah uh.. I didn't formerly write anything.

I've been looking at a lot of poems and prose recently. I have so many ideas.

And yet.. I didn't write them.

At some times of the day, I'm motivated to write and draw. And at other times, I lose all that motivation. 

Yeah, it sucks. Meh.

Most of them are sad, but I have some happy ideas too. A few happy ones. Okay.

(I took a nap a few hours ago, so maybe staying up isn't that bad..? Not really, but screw it.)  

Now I'm gonna post my mental notes for certain things that I won't be explaining. 

But why? Well, why not?

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Ardere - Taurel

Phantom - Twinkle 

Duke - Risak (?)

Risak - Duke 

Finny - Corruption/Devastation 

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Ashes --> Fire 

Dirt --> Plants

Victim --> Survivor

Weak --> Strong

-x-x-

I want to draw parts from that skit I posted on Sunday.

Dang it...

-x-x-

Debates in my head:

Who is my favorite fire boy df? Fierdan or Duke?
Which one of them had/has a worse life and a messed up childhood?

Hmm, it's hard to decide.

Who's past was more sad/messed up? Duke's, Fierdan's, Ryen's, or Dawn's? Duke's or Dawn's?

It's hard to decide. They've all got it bad.

-x-x-

I woke up on Monday with a drawing idea.

One where I draw Calliah.

Yeah, enjoy my vagueness. :-)

-x-x-

Time

Should post the poem with that theme soon.

Sunday passed, so it'll make more sense.

Something to write about.

-x-x-

Is this what I want?

Am I doing what's right?

When will I be satisfied?

When will I know?

......

Bye.